also later along the way one girl sucked me off, but that felt different, because the relationship was already heading towards the end
and then the gf basically left me for her best friend

anyway... it's not really that i'd like to fuck a lot of girls that surround me, but every now and then there are some. And then it feels weird and i'm just so tense... and no pun is intended, i already feel guilty and i'm afraid i won't control... and i know i have a problem with that





