The Confessions Thread

[nieh]

I hate having a big pedalboard.

Your new one is so tiny...

ITS NOT THE SIZE THAT MATTERS, ITS WHAT YOU DO WITH IT

[alexa.]

After another crisis last night I woke up to... nothing. Again.

I just can't believe it's my birthday. I mean, I received one "happy birthday" today and it was from sonidero, someone I've never met or even talked to. It made me feel good in a way (I mean, it shows that someone took the time to say it), but at the same time it made me realize exactly how little my family and "friends" (of which there are only two) actually care about me. I've been there for every one of their little fights, their problems; every single fucking one.

Oh well. Now I'm just bitching, I suppose. Sorry.

just wanted to throw a hug in your general direction cuz I know how that feels most of the time, but don't worry, go meet new people, don't expect anything, and you'll find people who love you for who you are

guh. i hate bitching about it. like Bubsy showed, there's people with real problems.

for the last 5 years she's been living in Japan while i live out here. first to take care of her mom, then to run the family bidness. i can't live out there (have to give up my house i rent for way too cheap and adore, give up the business i'm taking over soon, make nothing out there... i could tutor kids in English for piddling cash), she can't live out here since she's making so much right now, and enjoys her job, here she'd have to start over somewhere. plus i love the people i play music with... my few friends...

i just thought it would be a year, maybe 2 tops when we started this. i'm overjoyed her mom stayed healthy as long as she did and my grrL got to be with her for so long.... but there's no end in sight. and i keep crushing HARD on grrLs, when i don't do that if i'm in a relationship... but it's like being single but NOT. just haven't been happy with that part of my life forever. and everytime we talk nothing gets resolved.

EMOS. i haz them.

hmmmmmm, would it be more exciting for you to go live with her?
also, japan, kewl new people to play with much?
whatever, do what is the most exciting thing to do


in other news, I met this girl that's like, everything I ever dreamed of. she spoke my thoughts out before I even started to form a sentence.
and she told me that she's not prepared for that kind of an honest relationship yet.
that was a week ago, we spend two amazing days together, and I can't get her eyes out of my thoughts. (I mean, I can, but I don't want to, they're beautiful T_T)
whatever I'll go talk to her now!

[spacelordmother]

in other news, I met this girl that's like, everything I ever dreamed of. she spoke my thoughts out before I even started to form a sentence.
and she told me that she's not prepared for that kind of an honest relationship yet.
that was a week ago, we spend two amazing days together, and I can't get her eyes out of my thoughts. (I mean, I can, but I don't want to, they're beautiful T_T)
whatever I'll go talk to her now!

See you in the depression thread next week, bro. However, I empathize.

[theavondon]

I stopped posting for a while to see if I could do it. And I did. And it didn't impact my life at all. I even kept moving gear. So, I'm back now, I guess.

Also, for the first time in several months, I feel something towards someone of the opposite sex. It's weird to have feelings.

[snipelfritz]

Also, for the first time in several months, I feel something towards someone of the opposite sex. It's weird to have feelings.

This, except years. Ex included.

[Achtane]

I stopped posting for a while to see if I could do it. And I did. And it didn't impact my life at all. I even kept moving gear. So, I'm back now, I guess.

Also, for the first time in several months, I feel something towards someone of the opposite sex. It's weird to have feelings.

Indeed.
Oh Elly, you're so cute and nice but you work at a shitty restaurant and it's not worth a second visit.
I DON'T BLAME YOU, I BLAME APPLEBEES

[theavondon]

Oh Elly, you're so cute and nice but you work at a shitty restaurant and it's not worth a second visit.
I DON'T BLAME YOU, I BLAME APPLEBEES

Bro, last new years, I went to applebees with this girl, and then we ended up sleeping with each other, and then a few days later she told me she was flying out to Las Vegas to see some guy and that she didn't want to be with me.

STAY AWAY

[Achtane]

Oh Elly, you're so cute and nice but you work at a shitty restaurant and it's not worth a second visit.
I DON'T BLAME YOU, I BLAME APPLEBEES

Bro, last new years, I went to applebees with this girl, and then we ended up sleeping with each other, and then a few days later she told me she was flying out to Las Vegas to see some guy and that she didn't want to be with me.

STAY AWAY

But...she seemed like a genuinGUH YOURE PROLLY RIGHT MAN IT AINT WORTH IT

[snipelfritz]

Uh you went to Applebees for New Years Eve?

[theavondon]

Uh you went to Applebees for New Years Eve?

FREE CHAMPAGNE BRO

AND IT WAS FUCKING PACKED

PLUS, IT CLEARLY GOT ME SOME

[alexa.]

in other news, I met this girl that's like, everything I ever dreamed of. she spoke my thoughts out before I even started to form a sentence.
and she told me that she's not prepared for that kind of an honest relationship yet.
that was a week ago, we spend two amazing days together, and I can't get her eyes out of my thoughts. (I mean, I can, but I don't want to, they're beautiful T_T)
whatever I'll go talk to her now!

See you in the depression thread next week, bro. However, I empathize.

we talked for 2andahalf hours yesterday and I don't know. we concluded that we adore hanging out with each other but that's about it
seems that we have a few semantic issues and that kinda fucked up her impression of me (and vice versa), and yesterday was so great.
and today is great. ^^
life is great.
I need to jump on what I feel like doing more often.

[Gozu]

i have no idea what to get my GF for her birthday

[Chankgeez]

I need to jump on what I feel like doing more often.

That's what she said.

[jfrey]

i have no idea what to get my GF for her birthday

50 dollars cash.

[spacelordmother]

i have no idea what to get my GF for her birthday

Gift cards to Applebees.