The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[behndy]

oof. reals. i know if i wanted to make money at music i would have to pursue wayyyyy different stuff. and i'm happy doing what we do. that's the most important. shit. this is how i make the stuff that bothers me not touch me.

yay. CHEEEEEESE.

i'm pissed that there's no place good near me when i (pretty much every day i have off work) forget to eat all day and am ready to chew baby face off that are open all night.... except Denny's. where i'm headed now.

sorrrrry about that toilet!

[IEatCats]

urrr. damn. well, first, fuck your friends. if they're really friends of yours you can tell them, "not to sound like a little grrL, but i'm going through a rough time right now. so teasing and joking mean style might be cool usually, but it's fucking me up right now. be cool please." if they. can't hear that, you shouldn't be around them anyways.

and your grrL..... oof. that IS about the worst thing to say to somebody that you should be taking care of their feelings. you're around 20 right? i love my grrL, we started dating when i was abut 21 or so i thnk, we've been married 12 years now.... and i love her to bits, but there are other people i would have been able to find happiness with too. it's a bit callous, but i don't truly believe there's just one perfect person for each person. everything ends up being fraught with trade-offs in a relationship that The One is..... really unrealistic.

stay up meng. ypu're a good guy and stuff will get better for you.

I mean, I know that realistically, yeah, it might work with another person, I just don't think that I could find someone that I care about like her. And I'm not the most open about things. My relationship with her has been completely natural from the start. I don't want to give up, and I don't want to lose her.

Spaceritual just came through as a champ, and talked with me on the phone for a while so I could vent to someone in person. He gave me a lot of advice that I appreciate, and a few things I'm looking into now for paying for college. Everything is crazy. ERRRGGGGHHHHH.

[behndy]

i miss Spacey. he's a good 'un.

[IEatCats]

He got sick of the ILF community after he got in trouble for saying that bad word f'r homosexuals. Kind of broke the whole "wild west of forums" image for him.

[behndy]

jia. got that feeling.

i like the guy.

[GardenoftheDead]

If he really ragequit over something like that, than I'll pull out this line:

"boohoo I can't use homophobic slurs anymore I'm taking my toys and going home."

[dubkitty]

I want more options!

i just want to know what option i'm going to wind up with. i still have no idea where i'm going to be living in six weeks, in California, Chicago, or Charlottesville. or, possibly, someplace that doesn't begin with the letter "C". the not-knowing is driving me batshit.

[jfrey]

The stupidity of clients never ceases to amaze me. "Add prompt that says 'Click the NEXT button to go to the next page' next to the NEXT button." (The button is already labeled NEXT by the way and is a big flashing yellow arrow pointing to the right).

Kill me now. Why must everything be garishly coloured, gigantic, labeled unnecessarily, and then on top of all that need instructions to tell a person what to do?

[snipelfritz]

i'm pissed that there's no place good near me when i (pretty much every day i have off work) forget to eat all day and am ready to chew baby face off that are open all night.... except Denny's. where i'm headed now.

That reminds me of when I worked graveyard at a gas station. I'd always go to George Webb's (local 24hr diner chain) because it was the only place to get a cheeseburger with bacon and onions and BBQ at 6:30am.

Wasn't Spacey's whole thing about "the N word"?

I want to smoke weed and play guitar right now but I caaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnn't

[Waterpilot]

i feel you bro'kitteh. i've had spots in my life where i was so torn up about stuff that i got physically ill. talking to her is the right thing to do. letting her know how much it's bothering her is good, pestering her before she's ready to talk it out might be kinda counter-productive though.

it's stupid sounding and trite, but shit DOES get better.

My problem is that I'm in a shit situation for accomplishing my goals, and she needs to see that I'm moving toward them. When I said today that I'm worried that she's going to leave before I'm realistically able to go back to school, she said "You need to not worry about it, but I don't know, that might end up being the case. I don't know if I'll get fed up with it." which is the single most stressful, worry inducing thing anyone's ever said. Don't think about it, but yeah that thing that's driving you insane is a completely valid fear.

I don't want to lose this girl, but I'm afraid that she just might not wait for me to be ABLE to do the things I want to do. I might not be able to help the collapse of the relationship with a girl that I honestly believe is the person I want to spend my life with. It's beyond a feeling of helplessness. I'm so not doing okay because of all this.

I'm stressed and sad all the damn time, and for whatever fucking reason the only two close friends I have seem to just constantly pick on me when we're together. So, my two friends are just making me feel like shit about myself. It happens every time I get a group of friends. I just become the go-to to shit on. I just try to be myself, and people seem to hate it, or make fun of me for it. I'm just going to stop trying to be myself. It's not fucking working.

I know the feeling of helplessness. It's happened in a variety of areas in my life. It sucks ass and I feel for ya. I don't want to make things worse but be careful, but... Everyone has a breaking point in a relationship. All types of relationships. If you are acting pathetic, she will see it as so. If you are acting strong, and confident she will see that as well. Actions will always speak louder then words. If what you're doing isn't working. Change it. It may not be easy but the good things in life rarely are.

As far as your friends... May be time to re-evaluate to see if that's what they truely are.

[IEatCats]

i feel you bro'kitteh. i've had spots in my life where i was so torn up about stuff that i got physically ill. talking to her is the right thing to do. letting her know how much it's bothering her is good, pestering her before she's ready to talk it out might be kinda counter-productive though.

it's stupid sounding and trite, but shit DOES get better.

My problem is that I'm in a shit situation for accomplishing my goals, and she needs to see that I'm moving toward them. When I said today that I'm worried that she's going to leave before I'm realistically able to go back to school, she said "You need to not worry about it, but I don't know, that might end up being the case. I don't know if I'll get fed up with it." which is the single most stressful, worry inducing thing anyone's ever said. Don't think about it, but yeah that thing that's driving you insane is a completely valid fear.

I don't want to lose this girl, but I'm afraid that she just might not wait for me to be ABLE to do the things I want to do. I might not be able to help the collapse of the relationship with a girl that I honestly believe is the person I want to spend my life with. It's beyond a feeling of helplessness. I'm so not doing okay because of all this.

I'm stressed and sad all the damn time, and for whatever fucking reason the only two close friends I have seem to just constantly pick on me when we're together. So, my two friends are just making me feel like shit about myself. It happens every time I get a group of friends. I just become the go-to to shit on. I just try to be myself, and people seem to hate it, or make fun of me for it. I'm just going to stop trying to be myself. It's not fucking working.

I know the feeling of helplessness. It's happened in a variety of areas in my life. It sucks ass and I feel for ya. I don't want to make things worse but be careful, but... Everyone has a breaking point in a relationship. All types of relationships. If you are acting pathetic, she will see it as so. If you are acting strong, and confident she will see that as well. Actions will always speak louder then words. If what you're doing isn't working. Change it. It may not be easy but the good things in life rarely are.

As far as your friends... May be time to re-evaluate to see if that's what they truely are.

Word. That's what I'm driving into my own mind. I have a plan, and I'm going to work on not feeling so helpless, and just do my shit. I need to be unflinching and confident, even when shit is TERRIFYING. It's how I've made it to not-dying in the past, so I'll stick with it. Confidence brings the ladies AND LOVING IS WHAT I GOT.

GAME ON LIFE. LET'S DO THIS MANO A MUNDO.

[kbit]

I hate guitar shops. I always feel anxious and can never play at my best. Weird feelings.

Also, the guitar center I went to had one of these I really wanted to try out, but no signal was coming out of it
It was all beat up and cool looking, too.

[theavondon]

FUCK I LOVE KRAMER DUKES

[kbit]

I WISH IT WORKED SO I COULD HAVE SEEN FOR MYSELF

[spacelordmother]

Word. That's what I'm driving into my own mind. I have a plan, and I'm going to work on not feeling so helpless, and just do my shit. I need to be unflinching and confident, even when shit is TERRIFYING. It's how I've made it to not-dying in the past, so I'll stick with it. Confidence brings the ladies AND LOVING IS WHAT I GOT.

GAME ON LIFE. LET'S DO THIS MANO A MUNDO.