The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[Achtane]

I'm crushed by this nearly overwhelming sense of insignificance. Not just in myself, but in life as a whole. I guess I just feel disconnected from this life, if it makes any sense. I guess it's part of the depression/anxiety manifesting in Dissociation, just in this case, it's a generalized derealization of the value of life, not in a suicidal way, though. Normally I find the insignificance empowering, but today it's just dreadful.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only on who knows it, too. Like Haulden Caulfield calling people and things "phony", in a sense.

I probably just need to get to bed earlier tonight. :\

Click It.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUTwBnR_OKg[/youtube]

Feel better?

Thought So.

You're not the only one, broseph.
...to both of these posts.

[IEatCats]

I'm crushed by this nearly overwhelming sense of insignificance. Not just in myself, but in life as a whole. I guess I just feel disconnected from this life, if it makes any sense. I guess it's part of the depression/anxiety manifesting in Dissociation, just in this case, it's a generalized derealization of the value of life, not in a suicidal way, though. Normally I find the insignificance empowering, but today it's just dreadful.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only on who knows it, too. Like Haulden Caulfield calling people and things "phony", in a sense.

I probably just need to get to bed earlier tonight. :\

Click It.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUTwBnR_OKg[/youtube]

Feel better?

Thought So.

You're not the only one, broseph.
...to both of these posts.

I'm not a huge WK fan. He's funny or whatever for about a minute, then it always gets grating for me.

Starting to feel a little bit better, honestly. Just slowly coming out of my funk. Might be because I started eating Nutella from the jar, and that shit it magic.

[D.o.S.]

No. Its the WK. Lie to yourself if you want.

[TroySanders]

No. Its the WK. Lie to yourself if you want.

[IEatCats]

No. Its the WK. Lie to yourself if you want.

I've always wondered, what part of VT are you from? I'm pretty close to Burlington, myself.

[D.o.S.]

Not from VT, but I live in Burlington.

[IEatCats]

Not from VT, but I live in Burlington.

Oh, cool. I'm over there for concerts whenever anything interesting comes through. Last show I saw over there was Foxy Higher Ground is such a good venue.

[D.o.S.]

Yeah dude. The music scene over here has some seriously awesome bursts.

[IEatCats]

Yeah dude. The music scene over here has some seriously awesome bursts.

I'm jealous of that. Plattsburgh's scene kind of sucks, aside from the bars apparently, but I'm only 20, so I haven't been able to become a part of that. :\

[kbit]

Yeah dude. The music scene over here has some seriously awesome bursts.

I'm jealous of that. Plattsburgh's scene kind of sucks, aside from the bars apparently, but I'm only 20, so I haven't been able to become a part of that. :\

You're in Plattsburgh? Cool.
For some reason I thought you were in the Catskills area.
/shinfo

[IEatCats]

Yeah dude. The music scene over here has some seriously awesome bursts.

I'm jealous of that. Plattsburgh's scene kind of sucks, aside from the bars apparently, but I'm only 20, so I haven't been able to become a part of that. :\

You're in Plattsburgh? Cool.
For some reason I thought you were in the Catskills area.
/shinfo

You might have thought that if I've ever mentioned seeing Jeff Mangum. Julian Koster came over from the Catskills for the show, so maybe that's where you got it from?

Plattsburgh's an alright place, but it's wayyy too small for me. I grew up in suburbs of Dover, DE, and in Burlington right near St Michael's College (like, less than a block away). 20k people is not enough for me.

Also, the off day continues. I'm about to go to sleep, but I've been having a weird day with language. I feel like my word choice is really strange and sometimes overly formal or concise. Or, on the contrary, I feel like I'm in highschool again, and my words are immature and stretching to have any real content. God, that's exactly it. I feel like I did back in highschool, when I had acute anxiety over EVERYTHING.

Hopefully this is gone by the morning. :\

[Achtane]

Man, I gotta get a job or two, get some money, and get outta here.

[D.o.S.]

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxNEiZhpinY[/youtube]

[dubkitty]

i miss my kitty. it's really awful being here in the house all alone.

[the_carl]

My school's board plan has a "declining balance" system where you start out with $400 per term that is spendable only on lunches and snacks. You don't need nearly that much to buy lunches for a term (term is 10 weeks, and there is no food on weekends) so I always end up with around $100 to spend at the convenience store. The convenience store, however, is ridiculously overpriced. I just payed $6.89 for a pint of Ben & Jerry's and $5 for a pack of Milano cookies. I would be incredibly upset right now if it weren't for the fact that I am eating a pint of Ben & Jerry's and a pack of Milano cookies.