[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wp7d_kgxI0[/youtube]
this song is so goddamn true for me
in a last few weeks, i've done so much stupid shit... i hurt a few people and i really regret it.
it took some time until i realised how stupid i was and how stupid mistakes i've made. I shouldn've break up with her. I broke down, panicked and was overwhelmed by the situation. Instead i should've talked about it and try to deal with it TOGETHER
then i found a new girl... it'd worked for me previously, only with the difference this breakup was a stupid ass mistake, so it all resolved in me hurting more people. Badly. I certainly can say i'm disgusted with my late behaviour
so i'm currently trying to mend the situation... i've talked to my ex, apologized and said i want her back. We're gonna talk about it tomorrow and if it happens, we'll try to make it work. dammit i need to be more cool about it, not depress myself because i can't see her, try to work out something, that'd work for the both of us. I've got a good feeling about this, but we'll see how this talk goes...
i'm just fucking stupid... i miss her so much
kids... take some time after a breakup... something like this could happen to you and it's not pretty