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I haven't had a cigarette since saturday, and I really fucking want one right now. This is the longest I've gone without a smoke in a few years, I'm going to try to tough it out and hopefully quit.
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It gets easier to think of how horrible she was yesterday than to think of how sweet she was years ago.
Which reminds me: my source of anger, hatred and major frustration and irritation is my wife, or actually her family that seems to try to bleed me to death financially by the means of tax bills. Somehow I got attributed some of their debts (I am afraid rightfully so) and my wife doesn't open the letters from the IRS, so all of a sudden I am facing the freezing of my bank account and my salary. That will mean a) I will be dead broke and b) I will lose all my standing with my bank and my employer! All the fault of those hillbilly mafia shitheads!
Which reminds me: my source of anger, hatred and major frustration and irritation is my wife, or actually her family that seems to try to bleed me to death financially by the means of tax bills. Somehow I got attributed some of their debts (I am afraid rightfully so) and my wife doesn't open the letters from the IRS, so all of a sudden I am facing the freezing of my bank account and my salary. That will mean a) I will be dead broke and b) I will lose all my standing with my bank and my employer! All the fault of those hillbilly mafia shitheads!
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i know it'll get better. and it has been getting better. but i've been having a lot of grief this week, because shit is half packed up and the movers are coming on Friday, and so the finality is really sinking in now. she's moving her stuff out, and she really isn't ever going to change her mind and come home. i mean, i already knew that, but one always holds out a tiny smidgen of hope, you know?
truly, the more petty and passive-aggressive she's been with the whole breaking up/moving out process, the easier it's been to reconcile myself to the situation...i wind up feeling like "i feel so bad about losing you when you treat me like THIS? and after you treated me similarly for, erm, YEARS?"
truly, the more petty and passive-aggressive she's been with the whole breaking up/moving out process, the easier it's been to reconcile myself to the situation...i wind up feeling like "i feel so bad about losing you when you treat me like THIS? and after you treated me similarly for, erm, YEARS?"
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dreamed about the nuclear apocalypse and then being revived by my girlfriend later to be a zombie. she survived the 2 day war and she wanted to make people alive again so she could save me, but she fucked the world up again. they started to revive people so they could hunt and eat them. i just ate something else. and the worst part is, I did what I had to do and had my ticket to go from here to where I belong, but she brought me back. heh..
and at the last days, there was a war in argentina and chile, and I didn't die in the world war that ensued, but my parents killed me cuz they were frightened that I would fuck up collage. yay! they smashed my scull in. so my girl had problems stitching me up later so she could revive me.
disgusting feeling all the way.
being immortal in a society that's even worse than the human one.
and at the last days, there was a war in argentina and chile, and I didn't die in the world war that ensued, but my parents killed me cuz they were frightened that I would fuck up collage. yay! they smashed my scull in. so my girl had problems stitching me up later so she could revive me.
disgusting feeling all the way.
being immortal in a society that's even worse than the human one.

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don't even get me started on why i don't have the 3PDT switch i've been trying to buy for more that a few weeks... son of a bitch 

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DarkAxel wrote:don't even get me started on why i don't have the 3PDT switch i've been trying to buy for more that a few weeks... son of a bitch
Because stores don't carry them and will look at you like a homicidal maniac if you ask for one?
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My boss keeps changing his mind on how he wants these programs to work, AFTER I spend hours coding.
Also, god damn exhausted.
Also, god damn exhausted.
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snipelfritz wrote:DarkAxel wrote:don't even get me started on why i don't have the 3PDT switch i've been trying to buy for more that a few weeks... son of a bitch
Because stores don't carry them and will look at you like a homicidal maniac if you ask for one?
you asked for it
so after i arranged my part-time job, i went over half of the second biggest city in czech republic to go to a certain address of a shop that - according to their e-shop - carries 3PDT switches.
So i went over half the fucking city, changed buses three times and then i arrived at the supposed destination... it in a middle of a fucking forrest - that would've been great, i love fall... but the weather was particularly shitty today. Anyway... after ten minutes of searching for the place i found it - it was in a house NOT LOOKING LIKE A SHOP AT ALL... that kinda confused me... so after five minutes of pressing a buzzer (weird) a woman lets me in. Inside, i meet Creepy Guy and Old Guy, both looking quite confused... so they let me in an office, tell me to sit down
"What do you need?"
"Um... I need a 3PDT switch..."
"Yeah... i don't know what it is... is that for some transmitter?"
"...No?"
old guy walks in, grabs creepie's arm and says
"Wait... he's here for the other shop."
than instead of redirecting me, he takes out his cell phone... soon it turns out that the guy that runs the eshop is somewhere gone on a bussiness trip or whatsoever and he tells me he won't be in till next week AND he will be in a different office in different part of the city (the same city though, so it's like... 30% win)
on my way back i rode in bus with some kind of junkie that smelled so bad i had to have a cigarette after i got home (i'm reducing my smoking) to kill the smell...
all this happened after my gym class... i was kinda exhausted in the first place... aaaah fuck it
sorry for any mistakes, i didn't really pay attention to what i'm writing... yeah, that exhausted
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colin wrote:I haven't had a cigarette since saturday, and I really fucking want one right now. This is the longest I've gone without a smoke in a few years, I'm going to try to tough it out and hopefully quit.
Hey me too, Quittin' Bros
(Although I fully intend to start again at christmas)
Oh and as for my Rage, Fuck you Council, why when i'm having a really good few days do you try and ruin my mood! I've been summoned to court for bills that should have been taken straight from my bank, I didn't want to sort this out! And like fuck am I going to Court.
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finished hanging my shelves
they're not well hung
FML
they're not well hung
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im fucked finacially right now
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the Life Aquatic wrote:im fucked finacially right now

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alexa. wrote:the Life Aquatic wrote:im fucked finacially right now
for me- it would probably be easier to list the times I wasn't fucked financially than listing the times I was fucked financially.
It's a standard issue for everyone with GAS or just for everyone that has to pay bills and stuff (additionally).
I can't wait till Nov. 1st.. need teh moneyz.
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alexa. wrote:the Life Aquatic wrote:im fucked finacially right now
Seriously. First time ever my rent check was deposited in the first half of the month. And this month I spent a lot of that money because it never gets deposited until the last half of the month.
= my account overdrawn

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i get paid on friday, but because of a fucking 6 cents over draft my pay check is already cut by forty, then i gotta pay electricity, then my credit card bill, and water, just solf $310 of stuff on ebay but now paypals saying the fund wont be available till 3 days after they receive it or something. i have two things in the b/s/t still though 
