The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[theactionindex]

Laptop screen is broked'd.

Although, I may take this as an opportunity to replace my old ass laptop with something not old and heavy that overheats all the time...

This irritation has turned into excitement...WHAT SHOULD I GET?!

[Haki]

Tomorrow was supposed to be my day off, then two people had to call in sick and my day off got canceled. Fuckers.

[dubkitty]

i am totally fixing to blow my top. the stress of looking for work in the middle of the double-dip economic collapse is about to make my head explode. i've gotten into a constant chronic depression where i really don't give a fuck about anything, and sometimes stick a spoke into the rapidly moving motorcycle wheel of life just to see what'll happen. my partner pisses me off so much any more that i'm sure i've said "fuck you" to her more than i've said "i love you" this week. i just smoked a week's worth of pot in three and a half days. and i can't keep from getting into wars everywhere i go on the Internet, because i just can't take any kind of bullshit at all, or even anything that smells vaguely like bullshit. if i was six inches taller and twenty pounds heavier, i'd be in serious danger of getting the crap beaten out of me in a bar fight, but i'm too little and wimpy to even get into a bar fight in the first place LOL. thank God that when i get to the end of the rant at least i can still laugh, even if it's a bitter laugh.

[Caesar]

Somehow you have food, gear, weed, a place to live, and an internet connection, AND YOU'RE UNEMPLOYED. You better suck the ass of every democrat in office, because the tea party would cut you off and have your broke ass in jail.

[dubkitty]

it doesn't have anything to do with Democrats...it's a girlfriend with a job, a state where the voters passed a medical-marijuana initiative (which, if you're unfamiliar with California law, is a law that's passed by a referendum-like procedure), and the fact that Wells Fargo is willing to "temporarily defer" my mortgage payments. Obama's mortgage relief plan turned me down because our income level was too high. the Democrats don't care about me.

[D.o.S.]

Nobody gives a fuck about you dubkitty.

Except for me.

I love ya buddy.


In other news, shit still sucks on this end.

Oh well, Sooner or later we die. Not in a nihilistic, pseudo-Nietzsche by way of Fight Club misconstrued masculine angsty manner, but more of an Alan Watts proverbial shrugging of the shoulder. Doesn't make the day to day any easier, unfortunately. Hence the agitation.

Also Fight Club may be the worst fucking movie of the last fifteen years. Not in any sense of the film itself, but more because of the people who bought into the shallow half-baked philosophy it (as well as Chuck Palanaphuckyourself) constructed. It's like the worst, most misguided Tool fans imaginable times a billion.

[Blackened Soul]

Nobody gives a fuck about you.

Except for me.

I love ya buddy.

In other news, shit still sucks on this end.

Oh well, Sooner or later we die. Not in a nihilistic, pseudo-Nietzsche by way of Fight Club misconstrued masculine angsty manner, but more of an Alan Watts proverbial shrugging of the shoulder. Doesn't make the day to day any easier, unfortunately. Hence the agitation.

Also Fight Club may be the worst fucking movie of the last fifteen years. Not in any sense of the film itself, but more because of the people who bought into the shallow half-baked philosophy it (as well as Chuck Palanaphuckyourself) constructed. It's like the worst, most misguided Tool fans imaginable times a billion.

NSFW: show

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeGjTiUqw8U[/youtube]

[dubkitty]

i like that more that i should. way more than i should.

[DarkAxel]

i am totally fixing to blow my top. the stress of looking for work in the middle of the double-dip economic collapse is about to make my head explode. i've gotten into a constant chronic depression where i really don't give a fuck about anything, and sometimes stick a spoke into the rapidly moving motorcycle wheel of life just to see what'll happen. my partner pisses me off so much any more that i'm sure i've said "fuck you" to her more than i've said "i love you" this week. i just smoked a week's worth of pot in three and a half days. and i can't keep from getting into wars everywhere i go on the Internet, because i just can't take any kind of bullshit at all, or even anything that smells vaguely like bullshit. if i was six inches taller and twenty pounds heavier, i'd be in serious danger of getting the crap beaten out of me in a bar fight, but i'm too little and wimpy to even get into a bar fight in the first place LOL. thank God that when i get to the end of the rant at least i can still laugh, even if it's a bitter laugh.

you need to get away for a few days... could you just go to some friend's cottage or go hiking with a tent or something?

shit could be worse be good

[DarkAxel]

all right... so i'm listening to a heavily psychedelic recording of me and my friends jamming after a few bowls

playing through a 20w keyboard amp, Pigtronix EP-1, EQD Disaster Transport and Wampler Faux Tape Echo, i created surprisingly breathtaking sonic landscapes...

point being I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL DICK THAT I GOT RID OF THE DISASTER TRANSPORT


also it makes me not want to get rid of the EP-1

[Caesar]

it doesn't have anything to do with Democrats...it's a girlfriend with a job, a state where the voters passed a medical-marijuana initiative (which, if you're unfamiliar with California law, is a law that's passed by a referendum-like procedure), and the fact that Wells Fargo is willing to "temporarily defer" my mortgage payments. Obama's mortgage relief plan turned me down because our income level was too high. the Democrats don't care about me.

You seem to rationalize it so easily. You should be nicer to the people who support you. If you're having a problem with everyone, chances are everyone isn't the problem.

[snipelfritz]

it doesn't have anything to do with Democrats...it's a girlfriend with a job, a state where the voters passed a medical-marijuana initiative (which, if you're unfamiliar with California law, is a law that's passed by a referendum-like procedure), and the fact that Wells Fargo is willing to "temporarily defer" my mortgage payments. Obama's mortgage relief plan turned me down because our income level was too high. the Democrats don't care about me.

You seem to rationalize it so easily. You should be nicer to the people who support you. If you're having a problem with everyone, chances are everyone isn't the problem.

... ...he's right you know.

I do wub da dubster.

and what I'm trying to imply is that my hiccups are the problem, but I feel fucking great that that's my biggest problem right now. looks like the week from hell(which turned into two weeks) is finally winding down.

[sonexman]

I am only 15 and my parents put me on anti-depressants, so I type weird, Im sorry .This is my lame, pathetic, loser story .Hey all, I dont know if this is the right thread but Im kinda new . I've been feeling pretty sad this summer, I haven't really hung out with anyone, I guess thats because I cant find anyone I like very much, but thats because I try to be so iconolastic. I dont know how to fit in anywhere, even on the internet, I tried posting on UG but... didnt work. I spend most of my time wasting it doing pretty stupid stuff, but sometimes I actually practice guitar, Im getting pretty good I guess. I watched Elfen Lied, it was pretty good, Ive been getting interested in anime recently, I dont know much about it, I love Trigun. I tried to read a book but its hard to focus because of the anti-depressants my parents put me on. Im so depressed . School is going to be terrible, what should I do .

[dubkitty]

well, first, stop telling youself that your story is a lame, sad, pathetic loser story. if you keep telling that to yourself, you're programming yourself to believe that. i'm not telling you to be a fucking fake Pollyanna and tell yourself everything is wonderful. just don't tell yourself everything sucks. tell yourself "some things suck, but other things are all right." give yourself room in your ideas for things not to suck. you never know...school might not be terrible. there IS a mathematical possibility of that, you know. it's provable by science. even us depressed people have to admit that you can't fool science.

if you're interested in anime, there are lots of people here who love anime and can recommend all kinds of stuff that'll probably keep you busy for years to come.

welcome! there's a spare amp over there. i think there's beer.

[adrianlee]

And pie. Unless fucking MLC ate that shit.