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A Bad topic I know but everyone here is quite open...

Life has gone to shit recently for me, at under 20 (and at 10 stone and healthy) I have just discovered I have a crappy heart condition... (this topic may be due to having over a pint of blood taken for testing with drink... Delete this thread if it's bollocks, but at the moment, some association would be nice.)

I wont go in to detail but I just wondered what else people were pissed off at or wish they'd done or never done (some parties I've been to have ended with memories that never leave...and memories that won't leave me...)

Random I know, but good to get it off the chest and for some it may give a good laugh, I recon my stories will... when I get the courage up for them ( I can't even tell people I don't know lol)

Firstly, i hope your heart gets better & you don't die.

Lastly, I am emcee sad face becuz the Wolf Computer has recently been discont.

Lol still alive, I sha'n't loose....

I feel the sad kittie face... i'm sure it'll be back in some form (he could deliver us the schematic?)

Scruffie wrote:Lol still alive, I sha'n't loose....

I feel the sad kittie face... i'm sure it'll be back in some form (he could deliver us the schematic?)

oh yeah that would RULE !!! there is another legacy pedal i was gonna ask about too. i should do that now...

I hear ya.

Too many embarassing moments to mention.

Among other things I'm very clumsy - today I walked into and pretty much destroyed the door mirror of the bus I was getting on. Funny for the passengers and driver, though, so at least I can bring the entertainment.

I'm with Devi. life's all about depressing and embarrassing crap

Lol yea you have gotta keep on truckin', nothin' else for it...

Ah entertaining embarassment... ah well, guess you have to laugh at yourself, i'm not really clumsy but when I am I do it spectacularly (tripping over and then accidently pushing someone in a pool who i've only just met and is quite hot... they were not impressed... lol)

Dunno, guess I was just reflecting on life and all I can seem to think of are bad moments, but there must be some good in there.

Ah well, i'm off to the pub, hopefully to have a good evening of being wrecked.

embarrassing moments were my life style for a long long time.
Always feeling like i was saying or doing the “wrong” thing.
that coupled with an early child hood of church going where I learned that if at any time I were to enjoy myself in any way I would go to HELL.
I did get depressed a bit.

Now I don't have time to be depressed, it requires way too much energy.
So I don't take myself, other people or my life to seriously.

Just laugh at those moments and get on with living.

MM

Lol I don't really care about pushing the girl in the pool, that was just an example of being clumsy, she wasn't amused but we laughed about it the next day (when her phone started working again...).

I don't know about culture, but basically, every moment I'm not doing anything, all my head can do is think of memories I don't want to think of so yea it is in my head but my heads against me lol.

Yea I wasn't around the right people when I did that, I got drunk later and it was awkward as the people I did know had pissed off elsewhere otherwise I love the drunk experience (which i'm enjoying right now) and to be honest, I can't be open in the slightest even when I desperatley want to be, unless drunk so your right... sadly

So in summary in life we should be perma drunk and life is a sad state of affairs which if there was unity life could run easier, I'd say I need to see a physciatrist but I have actually learnt the programming of the mind and if I do i'm a lost cause lol but embarassment is in the head and I suppose it is the people who are part of your life & your actions and feelings that determine what is or not, I just have a nagging concious.

MM is correct I use to live life regretting things, getting depressed, ect. then i realized life is funny (laugh at it) and i shouldn't take myself so seriously. These wise words sum it up pretty nice.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHPOzQzk9Qo[/youtube]

Lol ah monty python could always help me if I was deppressed, it's true you have gotta look on the bright side, i'm just reflecting at the moment, which I suppose is my own bad lol a couple of drinks and i'l laugh at it.

today i am mildly happy.