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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Oct 02, 2012 10:57 pm
by 01010111
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Oct 02, 2012 11:09 pm
by fever606
just missed out on a 6-screw black russian for seventy five buckaroos.
mildly irritated.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 12:51 am
by the_carl
You know how CRT TVs make that high-pitched whiny background noise that old people can't hear? My parents' TV has started outputting just the right frequency and volume of background noise that I actually can't tolerate being in the same room when the TV is on.
fever606 wrote:just missed out on a 6-screw black russian for seventy five buckaroos.
mildly irritated.
Dude, check out the Guitar Center used section. I've seen them go for as low as $40, but I feel like they're available for around $70 on a fairly regular basis. (Edit: there's actually 4 of them up right now for $70 or less, at least one of which I think is a 6 screw.) Plus shipping and tax, but you can always do free ship-to-store.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 6:24 am
by phantasmagorovich
So today is the first show of my pop band and we rehearsed last night and it all went exactly like we expected, at first we were horrible, then we played the set a second time and it was much better. The best possible result. It will keep us on edge but at the same time we can be confident and know we can pull it off. So it all looks like a crazy awesome night.
BUT. The one person I was wanting to be there, my sweet co-worker, will probably not come. Out of spite because I tried to kiss her but she didn't want to last week? Probably. But now I have no idea who to direct al the you's in all the sad love songs at. And who's going to be my love interest in the audience? Who is going to be my motivation to rock as hard as possible, so that I can see her naked afterwards?
It's annoying that this annoys me so much. It's occupying my mind and in the worst case it will distract me during the show. Damn pubertarian problems. I should have grown out of this shit by now. But I can't help but want her to come.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 7:31 am
by sonidero
phantasmagorovich wrote:BUT. The one person I was wanting to be there, my sweet co-worker, will probably not come. Out of spite because I tried to kiss her but she didn't want to last week? Probably. But now I have no idea who to direct al the you's in all the sad love songs at. And who's going to be my love interest in the audience? Who is going to be my motivation to rock as hard as possible, so that I can see her naked afterwards?
It's annoying that this annoys me so much. It's occupying my mind and in the worst case it will distract me during the show. Damn pubertarian problems. I should have grown out of this shit by now. But I can't help but want her to come.
Oh you're a mess... Just pick the cutest girl there and sing to her like your life depends on it... I have this "everywoman" in my head that I write poems or songs for...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 7:42 am
by phantasmagorovich
sonidero wrote:phantasmagorovich wrote:BUT. The one person I was wanting to be there, my sweet co-worker, will probably not come. Out of spite because I tried to kiss her but she didn't want to last week? Probably. But now I have no idea who to direct al the you's in all the sad love songs at. And who's going to be my love interest in the audience? Who is going to be my motivation to rock as hard as possible, so that I can see her naked afterwards?
It's annoying that this annoys me so much. It's occupying my mind and in the worst case it will distract me during the show. Damn pubertarian problems. I should have grown out of this shit by now. But I can't help but want her to come.
Oh you're a mess... Just pick the cutest girl there and sing to her like your life depends on it... I have this "everywoman" in my head that I write poems or songs for...
Depends on how strong my love is directed at a given moment I have the "all-girl" too. But since this woman has me pretty messed up, our two newest songs are kind of for her. I already see myself ending up singing to my ex-girlfriend from ages ago. Oh well, maybe if a night of "why did we end up again?" sprang out of it, it wouldn't be the worst. lol.
(Why can't love just stop mattering once you've procreated? I definitely did well with my gene pool, my daughter's as smart as me and as pretty as her mother, so I should be settled, goddamnit.)
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 7:51 am
by sonidero
MAN MUST HUMP...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 10:42 am
by theavondon
And this is why I just write all my songs about either ex-girlfriends or killing myself.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 10:58 am
by Psyre
theavondon wrote:And this is why I just write all my songs about either ex-girlfriends or killing myself.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 11:23 am
by fetch
I miss a time when I used to come home and confide in my setup and write music but I just can't do that anymore. Too many folks are day by day ripping shit apart for me. I don't see the sincerity or enjoyment in things like writing music anymore simply because rich kids and those in certain sects/circles will always have the upper hand and not only that but if you factor in the fact that I'm aware now that such a line exists it just makes it worse. It makes me sick just thinking about it. One day I will have my revenge but it won't be as sweet as it would have been yesterday because today I just don't give a fuck anymore.
And because of that my depression gets worse because music is one of the only things I truly kept to all my life. And here and now all these retards coming in overnight, downloading all this shit to their newest Smart Phone (making sure they click on the "sound like" or "people who downloaded this also downloaded..." buttons) and then trying to educate me?
Suck. My. Balls. You. Stu. Pid. Mong. Rats.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 11:46 am
by Jwar
My brother in law's mother passed away last night of cancer. So sad as she was such a great person. I'm lucky to have know her. I just can't get over the fact that so many people this year that I know have become sick or are dying. This truly has been the worst year of my life I believe. I feel selfish though saying that. Like everything is about me when it's not. I'm grateful for what I have, but am not grateful for all the pain that life brings.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 11:52 am
by jfrey
jwar wrote:My brother in law's mother passed away last night of cancer. So sad as she was such a great person. I'm lucky to have know her. I just can't get over the fact that so many people this year that I know have become sick or are dying. This truly has been the worst year of my life I believe. I feel selfish though saying that. Like everything is about me when it's not. I'm grateful for what I have, but am not grateful for all the pain that life brings.
There's no reason to feel selfish. We've all been there. I'm sorry for your loss.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 4:16 pm
by greyscales
Entering no self-confidence and girl problem mode...
Last weekend at the grocery store, this cashier who works there complimented me on the cereal I was buying (raisin bran, mind you) and recommended I try almond milk instead of skim. I tried to say something back, but her coworker comes up to her and talks until I'm leaving. Normally this probably wouldn't be anything, but I was in the self-checkout aisle. So she had no reason to notice, right? And who compliments someone on their choice of raisin bran? Enter paranoia mode.
A couple days go by, me trying to analyze if she was flirting or just being a friendly cashier. I text one of my oldest female friends to get her take. She confirms my theory that it was flirting and talks me into trying to ask the cashier out.
A couple trips to the grocery store later, I haven't seen her. No big deal, I can work up the confidence to do it.
Cut to today today, she's watching over the self-checkout again. Inner thoughts: "Ohhhhhh shhhhhiiiiiitttttt. It's happening!"
What happens? Nothing. She doesn't seem to notice me. Or didn't recognize me (for some reason I decided to get a haircut yesterday
).
Oh, and I noticed there was a rainbow sticker on her aluminum water bottle. So she might be gay.
For the first time in over a year I decide to try to ask a girl on a date and in the course of 5 minutes all of my self-confidence is gone.
Enter depressed mode.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 4:26 pm
by alexa.
See, the only reason you should go into depressed mode is if you actually get depressed about such a thing. Don't worry about it. Happens all the time. Heck, worst things happen. I saw a tall geeky guy fly in to some girl in the club yesterday, and he starts shuffling, like a mating dance. And then he puts his arms out by the sides of her head and dances with his hips like a black woman. And she's obviously just trying to be polite while showing she's not nearly interested. SO FRET NOT DEAR FRIEND, just be confident -you're allowed to be yourself.. just don't give a fuck, and enjoy the ride.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 6:51 pm
by greyscales
I was kind of exaggerating to make it not such a boring post, but it is discouraging. I've never had the carefree, 'just do it' mindset when it comes to these things. I am trying to get past it. Unfortunately it's probably genetic since my dad is the same way, very quiet and withdrawn.
