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COMPLAINING ABOUT MY LIFE IN ALL CAPS ON A FUCKING MESSAGE BOARD IS REAL DAMN SOCIAL OF ME. I REALLY HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, IN THIS EXACT MOMENT. ALL OF THESE THINGS HAVE BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A WHILE NOW, AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THEM, ASIDE FROM ENDURE IT AND TRY TO WORK THROUGH THE NEXT 4 MONTHS. BUT, FUCK, 4 MONTHS IS A LONG FUCKING TIME IF I'M ALREADY THIS FUCKING UPSET AFTER JUST ONE. I'M 1/5TH OF THE WAY THROUGH MY SENTENCE, MAYBE.

FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

AND BEHNDY, I STILL REALLY APPRECIATE THE COMMENTS THAT YOU MADE TO ME LAST TIME WE SPOKE ON FB WHILE I WAS HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK. I'VE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP THOSE THINGS IN MIND, WHICH IS PROBABLY WHY I'VE BEEN SPENDING LESS TIME BITCHING TO MY GIRLFRIEND, AND MORE TIME BITCHING ON THIS BOARD. THIS FUCKING THREAD IS PRACTICALLY MY HOMEPAGE AT THIS POINT.

TRIPLE POST, ALL CAPS LOCK, NO REAL REASON FOR IT.

FUCK THE POLICE.

JUST LIE ON YOUR BACK AND PLAY YOU SOME GUITAR MAN
ALSO HEY ONLINE CLASSES ARE HARD AS FUCK DUDE AND IF YOU DO WELL THEN THATS A BIG ACHIEVEMENT SO GOOD LUCK

FOUR POSTS, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. WELL IT WOULD HAVE BEEN, BUT DOS BROKE MY STREAK. IT'S AIGHT BRO, WE'RE STILL COOL. I GUESS THAT YOUR IMAGE WAS A JOKE, BUT FUCK IT IF BAILING HASN'T BEEN ON MY MIND AT LEAST OCCASIONALLY DURING ALL THIS SHIT.

AND ACHTANE BROKE MY STREAK, BECAUSE I WROTE ANOTHER LETTER. I THINK I MIGHT TRY THAT THOUGH, MAN. I KEEP FORGETTING HOW MUCH BACK-NOODLING HELPS.

ANOTHER PART OF THIS WHOLE FUCKING EQUATION IS JUST SOME GENERAL ANXIETY THAT SEEMS TO RAMP UP EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. I'M TIRED AS SHIT, AND WANT TO SLEEP, BUT I'M TOO FUCKING ANXIOUS, NERVOUS, AND WORRIED.

"ABOUT WHAT, IEATCATS?"

ABOUT 50% OF THE TIME, FUCKING NOTHING. IT'S SO BAD THAT I CAN'T FUCKING EAT CATS. NOT EVEN KITTENS, AND THEY'RE THE MOST TENDER. BUT SERIOUSLY, I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP, OR EAT. IN FACT, A GOOD PORTION OF MY EVENING AND NIGHT HAVE BEEN SPENT BEING TOO NERVOUS TO DO SHIT, AND FEELING LIKE I'M ABOUT TO FUCKING VOMIT.

LIFE IS AWESOME, FUCK YEAH.

ON A POSITIVE NOTE, I'M REALLY GLAD THAT MY GIRLFRIEND HAS FOUND SOME AWESOME, POSITIVE FRIENDS. SHE'S BEEN TELLING ME ALL ABOUT HOW MUCH FUN SHE'S HAVING (TOTALLY SAFE SHIT, SHE JUST FOUND PEOPLE AS WEIRD AS HER, WHICH IS AWESOME). I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH SO I CAN MEET THEM. THEY SOUND LIKE GENIUNELY NICE, FUN PEOPLE, AND I'M REALLY GLAD THAT SHE FOUND THAT. I'VE BEEN WORRIED THAT SHE MIGHT NOT FIND PEOPLE SHE GETS ALONG WITH WELL, OR THAT SHE MIGHT END UP WITH SOME HARDCORE PARTY-HARD ROOMMATE THAT WOULD END UP GETTING HER INTO TROUBLE. IT LOOKS LIKE THAT MIGHT BE THE CASE A LITTLE BIT, BUT I HAVE CONFIDENCE THAT KATE WON'T GET PULLED INTO THAT SHIT. BESIDES, SHE'S TOO AFRAID OF LOSING HER SCHOLARSHIPS TO EVEN ENTERTAIN THE IDEA OF LETTING ME STAY AT HER DORM AGAINST POLICY. I DOUBT VERY MUCH THAT SHE'D RUIN HER ALMOST-FREE-RIDE BY GETTING FUCKED UP. PLUS, WE HAVE A MUTUAL RESPECT AND UNDERSTANDING ABOUT THAT SHIT.

THIS IS A MUCH LONGER POST THAN I INTENDED, I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN MENTIONING MUCH OF THIS SHIT, BECAUSE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH BREAKUPS, AND I FEEL LIKE A DICK IF I TALK ABOUT HOW HAPPY I AM WITH KATE, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M BRAGGING. IF YOU GUYS ARE FINE WITH IT, THAT WOULD REALLY BE AWESOME, BECAUSE IT HELPS TO OFFSET THE ANXIETY. AGAIN, THOUGH, I DON'T WANT TO BE "THAT GUY" WHO JUST TALKS ABOUT HOW AWESOME HIS SHIT IS GOING WITH HIS GIRL.

I FEEL LIKE I'M BECOMING SPACERITUAL'S APPRENTICE OR SOME SHIT WHEN I TALK IN ALL CAPS LIKE THIS, BUT WHATEVER, IT'S ACTUALLY KIND OF THERAPEUTIC FOR SOME REASON. IT ALMOST MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M YELLING ALL THE SHIT THAT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME INTO A ROOM OF GOOD FRIENDS, AND MOST OF THEM LISTENING. THANKS FOR DEALING WITH ME POSTING SHIT LIKE THIS, GUYS.

I KNOW IT SEEMS WEIRD TO SAY AFTER THE LAST 3 POSTS, AND THIS FUCKING ESSAY, BUT IT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THERE'S SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT ARE WILLING TO LISTEN AND BE THERE WHEN MY SHIT'S ALL FUCKED. I HOPE THAT I'VE DONE A GOOD JOB OF RETURNING THAT, EVEN IF I DON'T ALWAYS POST THE MOST IN DEPTH RESPONSES TO THINGS. SOMETIMES, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M HERE, READING ALL YOUR PROBLEMS AND THINKING OF SOMETHING TO SAY THAT MIGHT HELP YOU THROUGH IT.

After about 2 hours of fucking around, I've finally got my Jazzmaster set up to where the bridge won't pop the E strings out of their saddles. All I had to do was flip the Mustang bridge's E saddles over to the underside. But I didn't know that. So I took the Mustang bridge out, put the old JM bridge in, tried to intonate that and realized one of the tiny little screws in one of the saddles was missing. So then I found a replacement screw that was a little smaller and spent about an hour intonating it before I finally gave up. The standard JM bridges really are shit. So then I put the Mustang bridge back on, flipped the two saddles, and spent about 30 minutes intonating. NOW ITS PERFECT. Watch a fucking string break.

Just fucking sneezed all over my arm for the 2nd time today. All. Over.

skullservant wrote:Just fucking sneezed all over my arm for the 2nd time today. All. Over.

oh shit... I needed that laugh. Thank you

IEatCats wrote: IT ALMOST MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M YELLING ALL THE SHIT THAT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME INTO A ROOM OF GOOD FRIENDS, AND MOST OF THEM LISTENING. THANKS FOR DEALING WITH ME POSTING SHIT LIKE THIS, GUYS.

all your yelling is hurting my eyes, but I hope it's making you feel better.

bongoben wrote:

skullservant wrote:Just fucking sneezed all over my arm for the 2nd time today. All. Over.

oh shit... I needed that laugh. Thank you

hahahah no problem dude

D.o.S. wrote:

And/or grow up and save us all the trouble of having to pat you on the butt and spoon feed you warm milk every time you get a fucking hangnail.

Chankgeez wrote:

IEatCats wrote: IT ALMOST MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M YELLING ALL THE SHIT THAT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME INTO A ROOM OF GOOD FRIENDS, AND MOST OF THEM LISTENING. THANKS FOR DEALING WITH ME POSTING SHIT LIKE THIS, GUYS.

all your yelling is hurting my eyes, but I hope it's making you feel better.

um... i'm beginning to get a bit tense because there's not been a day in the past week when something with me or around me didn'T fuck up (moving to a new apartment and stuff, you know), but that's just... being cautious

alexa. wrote:If she's smart and cool like that you're pretty much fucked

Yup.


Also, why the fuck am I the only person in this office that's aware of the annoying as hell sound that all the lights make?

Got to the airport for our flight to L.A., were told at the the checkout desk that our flight has been delayed three and a half hours. Supposedly we'd been sent an email in mid August saying that, well we hadn't. And you'd think that when I checked in online last night and printed our boarding passes that there might have been some mention of this too, but no.

To top it off, thirty seconds after I got off the phone with customer service complaining about this, my girlfriend got an email from the airline about the flight delay. A little late there guys... So I've got four and a half hours in a little shitty airport now (at least they have free wifi). The only upside is that we might get a refund of our ticket price now, but I'm still pissed.

jfrey wrote:Also, why the fuck am I the only person in this office that's aware of the annoying as hell sound that all the lights make?

OMG THIS.