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gururyan wrote:I can't stand 80% of the people in my industry.
I think Andy Dunlop from Travis is a fucking badass.
Half the time I get press/photo passes for concerts, it's just so I can stroll up front and enjoy the show from between the stage and people barriers.
I have a healthy self-love libido, marital sex is an oxymoron.
I should be immensely better at guitar having been playing now for 20 years.
Even at 35, I still find covert drinking in public fun.
I am fiercely against drug testing at the workplace if the job does not involve being directly responsible for peoples' lives.
Coincidently, I am most distracted by tight clothes on nice curves—at church.
I am a bit of a music snob and enjoy teasing others with amazing music, and then not sharing. I have been finding music on my own my entire life, get off your lazy ass and find some yourself you lazy motherfuckers.
I smoked bud and drank booze backstage with Edywn Collins at the Bluebird Theatre in Denver, CO during the "I'm Not Following You" tour.

For a minute I thought I posted this, until I got to the end. Mine would have said, "I smoked bud and drank booze behind a dumpster in Philly with an old dude named Edwyn near a dead bird." Then I asked him to stop following me.

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lolol

Tonight, I kissed the girl I love.
It was my first real kiss.
I'm 21 years old.

foomanfat wrote:Tonight, I kissed the girl I love.
It was my first real kiss.
I'm 21 years old.

Congrats!

I watch Project Runway

MM

I tried strangling myself with a belt tied to a dresser handle before pussing out because I wasn't fucked up enough to not freak out about choking to death about 45 minutes ago.

*smokes cloves*



Also, I have worn the same pair of pants (now cut-off shorts) every single day for a minimum of three weeks... and I hadn't washed them months prior to this.

foomanfat wrote:Tonight, I kissed the girl I love.
It was my first real kiss.
I'm 21 years old.

WOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World revived my GAS for a Rickenbacker 4003.

foomanfat wrote:Tonight, I kissed the girl I love.
It was my first real kiss.
I'm 21 years old.

so...


how was it?

the raytownian wrote:I tried strangling myself with a belt tied to a dresser handle before pussing out because I wasn't fucked up enough to not freak out about choking to death about 45 minutes ago.

*smokes cloves*



Also, I have worn the same pair of pants (now cut-off shorts) every single day for a minimum of three weeks... and I hadn't washed them months prior to this.

Hey, don't do that, the choking yourself I mean. The 3 straight weeks of same pants-wearing, now that's cool. Keep the streak alive.

the raytownian wrote:I tried strangling myself with a belt tied to a dresser handle before pussing out because I wasn't fucked up enough to not freak out about choking to death about 45 minutes ago.

*smokes cloves*



Also, I have worn the same pair of pants (now cut-off shorts) every single day for a minimum of three weeks... and I hadn't washed them months prior to this.

I hope everything is ok with you,dude. We take a shine to ya 'round here don't hurt yrself

Holy fucking damn. That was the most regrettable post ever. Apparently I'm fucking bipolar or something because that shit is fucking ridiculous and thoroughly embarrassing.

I have been listening to SOOOO MUCH of The Smiths and Morrissey. I think it really started to take its toll on me at the time.

Mature discussion time: Basically, I have had suicidal feelings a lot within the last year. Very serious, very real ones. I don't know that I was really going to do that last night, but I think I needed to find out if I wanted to, or just what it feels like, you know?

I can say that I still have a lot of negative emotions without being embarrassed about it because I trust no one here who knows me fairly well believes I'm the kind of person who's just begging for attention all the time, but that last post was just so fucking lame and regrettable because that's exactly what it comes off as.

I just wish people could understand how fucking down I get because it sucks when you have no way of "letting it all out" or finding comfort in knowing others the same difficulties who "TOTALLY GET IT". It's so frustrating to walk around doing my daily routines and acting like a jerk to people because of all the self-loathing feelings and intense loneliness that I have to pretend I don't have swimming around in my head at times.

Either way, I am feeling a lot better today. I truly believe all my problems could be solved with a stable, healthy, loving relationship (meaning A MAYUN), to be honest. That's really all I want. I'd never have these feelings if I had that, but I never have and seriously fear that I never will (which is how the depression manifests itself). It's wicked-gay, but I am doing good. These feelings come and go. C'est la vie.

Seedy wrote:

the raytownian wrote:The 3 straight weeks of same pants-wearing, now that's cool. Keep the streak alive.

Fuck yeah... I'm a totally gross, stank-ass crusty in the making!

foomanfat wrote:Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World revived my GAS for a Rickenbacker 4003.

I feel your pain

As fun and as honest as I am in these "Confession" threads, there is still so much shit I will never reveal.