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so many things
bleh

unownunown wrote:so many things
bleh

Yes.
Today everything about my life that I'm unsatisfied with hit me outta nowhere. I tend to just puuuuuush all that away and try not to think about it, but WHAM JUST PUTTING SOME FENCE PANELS UP AND SUDDENLY WHOA HEY I'M ABOUT TO BREAK DOWN CRYING WHAT IS THIS

But now my friend just bought a bike. We are going to ride the shit out of some bikes. Shit yes.

i'm in a continuous state of grief and stress as i work on packing up the house and trying to get out...i'm having to dismantle everything that's left of my life and put things away, not knowing when i'll get to see/use them again. my world is gradually contracting into a fine point, and it's really creepy and frightening. i have less than two weeks now.

dubkitty wrote:i'm in a continuous state of grief and stress as i work on packing up the house and trying to get out...i'm having to dismantle everything that's left of my life and put things away, not knowing when i'll get to see/use them again. my world is gradually contracting into a fine point, and it's really creepy and frightening. i have less than two weeks now.

Good luck with the transition. I'm sure when you've finally settled, you'll start feeling better.

Achtane wrote:

unownunown wrote:so many things
bleh

Yes.
Today everything about my life that I'm unsatisfied with hit me outta nowhere. I tend to just puuuuuush all that away and try not to think about it, but WHAM JUST PUTTING SOME FENCE PANELS UP AND SUDDENLY WHOA HEY I'M ABOUT TO BREAK DOWN CRYING WHAT IS THIS

But now my friend just bought a bike. We are going to ride the shit out of some bikes. Shit yes.

i know that feel bro. pent-up feelings decide to come out at weird times.

exercise def helps. and bikes are so rad. bike paths are fucking pretty. roll a jay and go biking.

Maaaaan. I wish I could feel things.

really wanna go have a cig, but my stepmom is up with the baby and frowns upon it.

dubkitty wrote:i'm in a continuous state of grief and stress as i work on packing up the house and trying to get out...i'm having to dismantle everything that's left of my life and put things away, not knowing when i'll get to see/use them again. my world is gradually contracting into a fine point, and it's really creepy and frightening. i have less than two weeks now.

change can be good you know? a phoenix has to die before he is reborn.

Why is it so hard to want you band to work as an ensemble where everyone does his part and it works together? Why is it so hard to make it work when you're basically absolutely willingly choosing this over your own fucking ego?

DarkAxel wrote:Why is it so hard to make it work when you're basically absolutely willingly choosing this over your own fucking ego?

Egos...

NEW AVATAR = AWESOME...

Thanks, buddy

i'm losing hope for making that band happen... and it fucking breaks my heart because it has been my dream for almost 4 years

There's just too much shit in my head right now.
Fuck this noise, I'm playing COD.

so apparently, for toyota corolla's, the underside the seat contains like everything essential to running a car, minus the engine and they don't protect it at all.

so, for the second time in as many years, i have to pay a stupid amount of money so they can fix the wires that a rogue water bottle that rolled under the seat caused.

how do you build a car only to have it be able to be completely dismantled by an empty water bottle rolling around?

Fuzzy Fred wrote:so apparently, for toyota corolla's, the underside the seat contains like everything essential to running a car, minus the engine and they don't protect it at all.

so, for the second time in as many years, i have to pay a stupid amount of money so they can fix the wires that a rogue water bottle that rolled under the seat caused.

how do you build a car only to have it be able to be completely dismantled by an empty water bottle rolling around?

While that is dumb, hey, at least it isn't the heater core of a Volvo 240. They just got Sven to hold it up while everyone else positioned literally every fucking piece of the car around it.
Any part of a Volvo 240 really.
HEY GUSTAV I LIKE THIS DESIGN BUT IF YOU COULD DRAW UP A NEW ONE WHERE THE USER HAS TO PULL THE ENGINE IN ORDER TO CHANGE THE WIPER FLUID THAT WOULD REALLY BE FANTASTIC.

i'm loving the heater core on my 1986 suburban, which is located inside the dashboard and thus is a $400-500 job to fix. and i'm going to have to fix the fucker at some point because i can't drive in Chicago without a heater.