kbithecrowing wrote:At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.
Le sigh.
I know that feel, bro. Just change "4 months" to "5 years." It's not like I'm still pining, still dreaming, and still hoping that she will come back. At this point I'm not even sure I would want that. It's just that there was never anyone else who made me twist into knots like she did. Never anyone else who lit me on fire like she did...
snipelfritz wrote:Compy is still slow and hulu (99% of my computer usage) is still choppy.
If you have any spare thumb drive, you can use those to speed boost until you get the issues sorted.
Hmmmm, I has an external. But I'm doing this on a 5 year old macbook so I'm not sure how much good I can do in general. Redid permissions or something like that and did a safe boot and things seem a little better.
Unrelated, I've just woke up every day for like three weeks feeling like total shit.
AND my car battery is dead, so I gotta get my parents to get a new one but the car prolly smells like weed/cigs at the moment.
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kbithecrowing wrote:At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.
Le sigh.
I know that feel, bro. Just change "4 months" to "5 years." It's not like I'm still pining, still dreaming, and still hoping that she will come back. At this point I'm not even sure I would want that. It's just that there was never anyone else who made me twist into knots like she did. Never anyone else who lit me on fire like she did...
Damn, dude. We all need hugs up in here.
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snipelfritz wrote:Hmmmm, I has an external. But I'm doing this on a 5 year old macbook so I'm not sure how much good I can do in general. Redid permissions or something like that and did a safe boot and things seem a little better.
Unrelated, I've just woke up every day for like three weeks feeling like total shit.
AND my car battery is dead, so I gotta get my parents to get a new one but the car prolly smells like weed/cigs at the moment.
sounds like you need a disk defragmenting utility. i use one called, inevitable, iDefrag.
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kbithecrowing wrote:At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.
Le sigh.
I know that feel, bro. Just change "4 months" to "5 years." It's not like I'm still pining, still dreaming, and still hoping that she will come back. At this point I'm not even sure I would want that. It's just that there was never anyone else who made me twist into knots like she did. Never anyone else who lit me on fire like she did...
too complicated to explain, but trust me... you'd be too
OH HAVE I MENTIONED I FOUND OUT THAT I PROBABLY DON'T HAVE ANY CHANCE TO GET JOB AT THE MUSIC PRODUCTION STUDIO BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T CARE TO CONTACT ME EVEN THOUGH THEIR FRIEND RECOMMENDED ME AND THEY DECIDED TO FILL THE POSITION WITH SOME RANDOM GUY?
