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APPARENTLY MY APARTMENT IS BEING SHOWN ON SATURDAY. AWESOME.

I have two days to clean this place the fuck up, on top of all my other stressers.

GERK.

Damn storms making me question whether or not to drive into Milwaukee to see a couple bands.

Whatevs I'm pretty certain I can stay ahead of the storm on my way there and let the worst of it pass by the time I'm heading back.

"If you're unhappy, change what you're unhappy with, until you're happy. Then stop changing things."

Well, I'm unhappy with me. I spend too much time on the damn internet, so I'm going to lock myself into only two hours a day of time online. Using Romaco Timeout 3, which is a tool used to keep children from spending too much time online.

I've been spending far too much time on this damn box, and I know that I don't have the self control for it on my own.

Yeah, I've been better about staying away from the PC lately. I only sign on to Xfire after 6 PM or so, because otherwise I'll just start a game and blow the entire day. I feel like shit the entire time, but I'll still do it.
The situation with me and my online friends is like trying to kick a drug habit while still hanging out with your junkie buds.

Achtane wrote:Yeah, I've been better about staying away from the PC lately. I only sign on to Xfire after 6 PM or so, because otherwise I'll just start a game and blow the entire day. I feel like shit the entire time, but I'll still do it.
The situation with me and my online friends is like trying to kick a drug habit while still hanging out with your junkie buds.

Yeah, I text a good portion of ILFers that I chat with on Facebook. I'm probably just going to give my number out on facebook and solicit texts, so I don't lose interfriends.

Missed two important deliveries and they've gone to a neighbour I really don't fucking want to talk to instead of outside the door like I requested *shakes fist at sky*.

My school says I owe them like $600 from last semester's tuition. I paid it in its entirety like 4 months ago, so they can suck a dick.

it seems i might need to find a new singer for my band... we might not make the "first show till the end of the year" plan

and i'm dead fucking tired after five crazy days at work...

and i forgot the cable for my pc speakers at work so i can't blast this house off with music

I feel like such an idiot today.

Worked at least 30+ hours in three days, get home after a 12 hour 300 + mile round trip only to have dinner spoiled on my wife's birthday because I said something stupid. I spent 2 hours talking and holding my wife as she cried in my arms telling me how upset she is at me.

I am so glad its over.

Oh and I fell down a flight of stairs and hurt my back in the process.

Fun.

Peeps kinda ditched me Thursday night, I got all sad about life and stuff, got really drunk by myself because fuck everything, and discovered that when my meds say not to take with excessive alcohol they mean it. Had trouble breathing for a while, don't really remember a couple hours there. Felt really shitty all day yesterday, and now I somehow feel even worse today. Can't move my head without getting nauseous. I think I might just be super dehydrated, though.

At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.

Le sigh.

MaxMaps wrote:Worked at least 30+ hours in three days, get home after a 12 hour 300 + mile round trip only to have dinner spoiled on my wife's birthday because I said something stupid. I spent 2 hours talking and holding my wife as she cried in my arms telling me how upset she is at me.

I am so glad its over.

Oh and I fell down a flight of stairs and hurt my back in the process.

Fun.

the_carl wrote:Peeps kinda ditched me Thursday night, I got all sad about life and stuff, got really drunk by myself because fuck everything, and discovered that when my meds say not to take with excessive alcohol they mean it. Had trouble breathing for a while, don't really remember a couple hours there. Felt really shitty all day yesterday, and now I somehow feel even worse today. Can't move my head without getting nauseous. I think I might just be super dehydrated, though.

kbithecrowing wrote:

i feel like shit despite the new puppy being here. the last 3 days of my holiday have been spent in bed.... fucksake

Compy is still slow and hulu (99% of my computer usage) is still choppy.