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Jeff-7 wrote:I've always been under the impression that organized religion is one big pyramid scheme.

FIX'd

dubkitty did just mention it, but I also want to clear up that it's not just the Old Testament that condemns homosexuals, Paul reiterates the evil of homosexuality in Romans. So as nicey-nice and tolerant as some people like to make the New Testament out to be, it still has some good old-fashioned hatred in it too.

MEC wrote:If that same guy took a minute to evaluate
his own religion (christianity) he would see the story is equally as far fetched. Just because
it was made up thousands of years ago as opposed to 50 doesn't make it any more valid.

Made me think of this:

Don't we have a debate/discussion thread for this shit now?

I came here to read about how someone burned their toast, their car got wrecked, or the pedals they bought are stuck in customs. Efff.

i um..... just got 4 pedals back/here that are hellza fun. and have a surprise Two Nifty Boxes inbound?

am o doing that right? think i might've fucked it.

I just finished pimpin out a few pedals with shiny new knobbies.....that's cool right?

I also realized the Vietnamese homeless hooker I had in the car was..... a dude.

To my defense I just thought she had a very....uuhh......prominent adam's apple

meh. long as (s)he didna charge you extra for the Exotic Factor YOU'RE the winner there bud.

I tried to talk about what's stressing me, so she said it's been stressing her, too.

Okay, I won't mention it, she said, no you need to talk about it, it's not normal to hold that in.

I talk about all the shit that's stressing me, she offers no emotional support, and tells me that those conversations are just hurting the situation.


I just feel like shit now. More than I already did, and had been trying to hide from my friends.

Part of me wants to keep going, to do the things I want to do, and part of me wants to give up. To admit defeat and just become some addict somewhere and hide from being alive. I'm so sick of feeling this stressed and shitty. I've been spending pretty much every night in this state of near panic over my life. I'm so fucking sick of this.

i feel you bro'kitteh. i've had spots in my life where i was so torn up about stuff that i got physically ill. talking to her is the right thing to do. letting her know how much it's bothering her is good, pestering her before she's ready to talk it out might be kinda counter-productive though.

it's stupid sounding and trite, but shit DOES get better.

behndy wrote:i feel you bro'kitteh. i've had spots in my life where i was so torn up about stuff that i got physically ill. talking to her is the right thing to do. letting her know how much it's bothering her is good, pestering her before she's ready to talk it out might be kinda counter-productive though.

it's stupid sounding and trite, but shit DOES get better.

My problem is that I'm in a shit situation for accomplishing my goals, and she needs to see that I'm moving toward them. When I said today that I'm worried that she's going to leave before I'm realistically able to go back to school, she said "You need to not worry about it, but I don't know, that might end up being the case. I don't know if I'll get fed up with it." which is the single most stressful, worry inducing thing anyone's ever said. Don't think about it, but yeah that thing that's driving you insane is a completely valid fear.

I don't want to lose this girl, but I'm afraid that she just might not wait for me to be ABLE to do the things I want to do. I might not be able to help the collapse of the relationship with a girl that I honestly believe is the person I want to spend my life with. It's beyond a feeling of helplessness. I'm so not doing okay because of all this.

I'm stressed and sad all the damn time, and for whatever fucking reason the only two close friends I have seem to just constantly pick on me when we're together. So, my two friends are just making me feel like shit about myself. It happens every time I get a group of friends. I just become the go-to to shit on. I just try to be myself, and people seem to hate it, or make fun of me for it. I'm just going to stop trying to be myself. It's not fucking working.

urrr. damn. well, first, fuck your friends. if they're really friends of yours you can tell them, "not to sound like a little grrL, but i'm going through a rough time right now. so teasing and joking mean style might be cool usually, but it's fucking me up right now. be cool please." if they. can't hear that, you shouldn't be around them anyways.

and your grrL..... oof. that IS about the worst thing to say to somebody that you should be taking care of their feelings. you're around 20 right? i love my grrL, we started dating when i was abut 21 or so i thnk, we've been married 12 years now.... and i love her to bits, but there are other people i would have been able to find happiness with too. it's a bit callous, but i don't truly believe there's just one perfect person for each person. everything ends up being fraught with trade-offs in a relationship that The One is..... really unrealistic.

stay up meng. ypu're a good guy and stuff will get better for you.

I don't want to have to go to work tomorrow

I want more options!

phantasmagorovich wrote:I want more options!

All options are open... except penguin raping.. that's a different thread.

shit. i am way past the age where i have any delusions of Making It, but i don't want to work either. and i like my job, which is in the middle of morphing into a career. but i wld WAY rather sit around and play misic with ut all the financial worries.

someone give me a few mil to become a Professional Lazy Bstard on please.

behndy wrote:shit. i am way past the age where i have any delusions of Making It, but i don't want to work either. and i like my job, which is in the middle of morphing into a career. but i wld WAY rather sit around and play misic with ut all the financial worries.

someone give me a few mil to become a Professional Lazy Bstard on please.

haha yeah.. still gott'a keep plug'n on never know.. I mean if people actually like... um wait a sec.. oh yeah that's right... that's why I write... arg burn the world..