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snipelfritz wrote:

tabbycat wrote:

alexa. wrote:my go-to girl for 'cute' (even quarantined in inverted commas it's a problematic word. i don't mean cute-butt i mean something innocent/childishly sincere/playful about the intonation of her voice) is lauren mayberry of chvrches. i love her voice. a voice for lullabies. her phrasing is so wistful, melancholy, happy-sad. a voice that can break hearts at a thousand paces. it's a bit depressing she has to take so much shit because she has a pretty face to go with the voice. douches will be douches. i hope it doesn't distract her from her art. or make her hate people and go ivory tower. i've been there.

I definitely have an unashamed crush on her.
I really like her music too and consider myself very good at separating the art from the artist.

@snipelfritz
ah, i have exactly the same dilemma with lauren. exactly. i try my hardest to be ultra-objective and non-objectifying etc. and i do my best. as much as any man can. but she cutes me out. i can't resist her charms. and it's embarrassing.

i was a massive fan of her voice long before i ever saw a picture of her. chvrches 'lies' and 'mother' came to me via a borrowed mp3 player. no image to put to the voice on point of contact, so i can be sure my appreciation of her art is unaffected by how she looks. on that point i can be clear and objective. which is my saving grace, critically speaking.

but there also comes a sincerity 'tipping point' when you finally have to accept (being human, with all those failings) that you find someone so adorable in all they say and do that you are actually being a fraud and a fake to continue to pretend you hadn't noticed. and lauren has me in a strangle hold on that one.
so yeah, confession part two: lauren i totally respect your art and i love your work... but you totally cute me out too.

Huh? I'm not making it any kind of dilemma.

I'm not going to tie myself up in unnecessary thought. I can follow my penis and follow my ears all at once.

Nice, Uggles, I like showing my dick to strangers, but only when I'm sure they are into it.

I don't let myself get too tied up in abstract issues of complex morality. I really just follow that one golden rule: Don't be an asshole to anyone directly.

I forgot to mention...Alice Glass.

Speaking if dicks, there's a good chance I'm gonna need ball surgery soon.

Fuck. That. Shit.

On the plus side, maybe I can get a vasectomy while they're down there.

neonblack wrote:Speaking if dicks, there's a good chance I'm gonna need ball surgery soon.

Fuck. That. Shit.

On the plus side, maybe I can get a vasectomy while they're down there.

Are you a true macho man? A true macho man will jog home from his vasectomy operation.

Not this guy. Wheelchair please! With extra cushion. And a cup holder.

I kind of want to put myself in a position of power just to have the opportunity to screw over one person who doesn't have a clue who I am just for a single minor transgression over facebook from years ago.

I have other motivations, but I actually still dream about that revenge payoff.

I seriously am not the sort of person to hold a grudge or anything. I've just had this weird thing...this one dude was an asshole once anonymously and...yeah.

snipelfritz wrote:I kind of want to put myself in a position of power just to have the opportunity to screw over one person who doesn't have a clue who I am just for a single minor transgression over facebook from years ago.

I have other motivations, but I actually still dream about that revenge payoff.

I seriously am not the sort of person to hold a grudge or anything. I've just had this weird thing...this one dude was an asshole once anonymously and...yeah.

Fuck yeah dude. Petty revenge is the best. I'll wait years just to fuck someone back for something. And yeah there is nothing wrong with holding a grudge.

Its just this one person though. I've never felt this way about anybody, and it was just one slightly salty facebook post that makes me feel this way.

Maybe if it wasn't already in a realm in which I was interested (that being music).

I don't think about it all the time, but you know, just occasionally hear about this person's successes and get that fire to work my way up and outdo them (tbh I'm pretty sure we've never even met IRL)...

neonblack wrote:Speaking if dicks, there's a good chance I'm gonna need ball surgery soon.

Fuck. That. Shit.

On the plus side, maybe I can get a vasectomy while they're down there.

ugh ball surgery is rubbish. Or rather, the aftermath is. I was walking like a cowboy for a week.

snipelfritz wrote:I kind of want to put myself in a position of power just to have the opportunity to screw over one person who doesn't have a clue who I am just for a single minor transgression over facebook from years ago.

I have other motivations, but I actually still dream about that revenge payoff.

I seriously am not the sort of person to hold a grudge or anything. I've just had this weird thing...this one dude was an asshole once anonymously and...yeah.

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snipelfritz wrote:I kind of want to put myself in a position of power just to have the opportunity to screw over one person who doesn't have a clue who I am just for a single minor transgression over facebook from years ago.

I have other motivations, but I actually still dream about that revenge payoff.

I seriously am not the sort of person to hold a grudge or anything. I've just had this weird thing...this one dude was an asshole once anonymously and...yeah.

one person who doesn't have a clue who I am (so why are you taking it personally?)

a single minor transgression (so why cling to it and make it a big thing?)

I seriously am not the sort of person to hold a grudge or anything (but you kind of are holding on to it...)

facebook can be about socialising with friends and it can equally be an ego-fest. some people go there to hang out with friends and others go there for instant attention and to massage their self-image. learn to take it or leave it on that basis.
if you don't you will be arguing with people in your sleep for the rest of your life.
life is too short and sleep is too sweet.

don't let other people control your feelings. easy to say, hard to do. but it's always your choice.

I just spent an hour practising writing in a different font.

I don't know why.

I get kinda hungry whenever I hear Al-Shabab.

I am such a pussy when it comes to girls. A week ago when I was in the mountains, a girl in our group smiled at me really lovely, and I was like "she must not be smiling at me" and instantly looked away. Wooo fucking insecurity. I'm a good looking guy even. And my fears sorta stem from the "I don't want to seem cocky", but I kinda took it to the extreme and sorta bail out on every mother fucking subject, including eye contact; except spirituality and music. I was like that when 10yo, I totally remember it; but holy damn I don't wanna be like that, and I notice the stupid bs more and more, and one day I'll be lucid at the time of action and do what I want to, not what I conditioned myself to do. Fk that shit.

And man.. I'm kinda stalking her fb profile and she's got AMAZING musical taste, is green and progressive and likes science pages.
She likes, fking Lacuna Coil AND Phaleh. MARREE MEE PRETTY EYES +_+

Eh. I need to scout things out a bit. Good thing I know a lot of people who know her. Even one blabber mouth that might tell her that I'm just introverted and socially retarded at times. Might work in my favor


Dat smile tho.. made me melt inside