ilovefuzz.com

I only go in private window/delete my history for just some of my porn.

Not sure if that says I'm just comfortable with my porn watching in general or if some of the stuff I'm into is kind of embarrassing.

I don't think I've showered for like a week. I'll definitely do it tomorrow/today (as soon as I go sleepies which should've been like 5 hours ago).

Andrew wrote:I literally keep all of my figurine collection displayed inside my closet. I can hide my utterly disgraceful shit if need be or I can open it up and bask in my loneliness for forever.

actual genius

my closet doesn't have doors, i have to stack my manga in two layers so the adult stuff is unseen and the SFW stuff is in front

KaosCill8r wrote:^ This. Fried chicken is the ultimate comfort food. We don't have bojangles, and popeyes in Australia though. I wish K.F.C would keep their Hot and Spicy chicken pieces on the menu permanently though.

welllllll............ its comforting but not like a fifth of Barton's is

The_Active_Conundrum wrote:

KaosCill8r wrote:^ This. Fried chicken is the ultimate comfort food. We don't have bojangles, and popeyes in Australia though. I wish K.F.C would keep their Hot and Spicy chicken pieces on the menu permanently though.

welllllll............ its comforting but not like a fifth of Barton's is

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqc7CEE0ekE[/youtube]

backwardsvoyager wrote:

Andrew wrote:I literally keep all of my figurine collection displayed inside my closet. I can hide my utterly disgraceful shit if need be or I can open it up and bask in my loneliness for forever.

actual genius

my closet doesn't have doors, i have to stack my manga in two layers so the adult stuff is unseen and the SFW stuff is in front

I really don't have nearly enough redeeming qualities to risk either, like I would have to take up BASE jumping or something to compensate. Also, some of the nicer figurines are sooooo expensive and I'm idiot so I would totally spring for them. I'd be broke within a month so really it's a blessing.

I feel like an addict in a crisis. Given up games (cuz it isn't really how I wanna spend my life), given up smoking weed (I'd like to smoke it from time to time, but I'd also like to try not-smoking for half-a-year or more, to completely reset my body).
I need to eat atm but am feeling apathy and dont' feel like making anything, even tho I feel hungry and even tho I know I need to eat to have energy for Aikido in 2hrs time.

The good thing is, I've got me a guitar and I'm enjoying the learning-songs process, and playing it is helping me cope/distract myself from the habit-remnants. I'm even singing while playing which is a new for me, another thing to practice. Also practicing Aikido is a huge deal for me. I'm taking baby steps, but it's a great new habit I'm developing as well.

I just feel like I'm in a lot of inner conflicts and I want to stop life and just cry for days to let it all out, even tho my general mood has been REALLY happy for the last.. like, year. Guess I'm just shedding old skin.

Confession:
Every time I see an ad saying "STOLEN GUITAR!!" I want to email them asking:
"Hey,how much for the stolen guitar?"

Every now and then I have that thought of..."what if I just fucking dropped it all and left the midwest for New York or LA or whatever."

snipelfritz wrote:Every now and then I have that thought of..."what if I just fucking dropped it all and left the midwest for New York or LA or whatever."

Might be a great experience if you have something decent lined up there. Had a friend who did something similar and moved to Japan, he ended up hating it there and is coming back to the states, but it got him motivated to keep pursuing other goals.

After scraping sheets of ice off my car in the below zero temps here every morning, I kind of want to get out of the Midwest too. Or at least get a place with a garage

I haven't had a real job since October. Been living off my savings, trying to get my life together. Now I have $20. I can keep buying gear because of money as gift certificates. But it'd feel bad to. Thinking about getting a job, but my tags are expired. January rapes me every year.

Last night I went home with some girl, and her room was so messy, I almost wanted to tell her that instead of sleeping together we should just clean her room. It was bad. I'm getting anxiety just thinking about it.

jfrey wrote:Last night I went home with some girl, and her room was so messy, I almost wanted to tell her that instead of sleeping together we should just clean her room. It was bad. I'm getting anxiety just thinking about it.

Didn't that happen to Ross on an episode of friends?

PetZounds wrote:

jfrey wrote:Last night I went home with some girl, and her room was so messy, I almost wanted to tell her that instead of sleeping together we should just clean her room. It was bad. I'm getting anxiety just thinking about it.

Didn't that happen to Ross on an episode of friends?

No idea. Was never a fan of Friends.

PetZounds wrote:

jfrey wrote:Last night I went home with some girl, and her room was so messy, I almost wanted to tell her that instead of sleeping together we should just clean her room. It was bad. I'm getting anxiety just thinking about it.

Didn't that happen to Ross on an episode of friends?

yes it did,
I think it was Mystique

If that happened, I would think I had found my perfect match.

I've decided this is my last month at this job no matter what.