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Sick. On ILF too much. Can't stop thinking about girls/relationships.

Fuck.

Sleeping in like crazy this weekend has made it super hard to sleep now that I have to be at work by 9 tomorrow.

overarching anxiety woke me up from bed! so awesome. looks like i'm not going back to sleep.

Missed out on a CE-2 by $1.00, went for around $67.50 which is about $70US.

Got out-sniped.

DarkAxel wrote:I kinda have a problem focusing on school when i'm not happy... and that's a serious issue this semester

i know that feel, bro. i'm gonna drop two of my classes because i'm changing my major, the teachers suck cock and i just have no aspiration for it anymore

maz91379 wrote:

kbithecrowing wrote:Sick. On ILF too much. Can't stop thinking about girls/relationships.

Fuck.

Get drunk and have an akward game of card based truth or dare with friends. if you play your cards right, LOL, you might just convince them to take shots of midori out of your hairy naval. It will make you feel better about everything. PROMISE.

Turns out I have a viral infection and a crazy fever. GETTING DRUNK IS EXACTLY WHAT I SHOULD DO!

I have a degree in human physiology (and work in the health field) and I can promise that if you're sick, your immune system is already fighting as hard as it can. Heavy drinking is basically just kicking it while it's down, and will at best make your recovery take longer, at worst make you much more sick.

Drinking when you're sick can make you think you feel pretty good, just like it makes you think you're funnier or the best looking person in the room.

Regarding sadness, I've been there; Dealt with chronic depression on and off through my adult life up until my mid-twenties. My only advice is to surround yourself with the things and people that make you happy (or did bring you happiness when you still felt capable of feeling it). Posting on ILF with like-minded musos is a good start. From my short time here I've found everyone to be really welcoming and helpful. Hopefully everyone here also has at least one or two special people they feel okay around, to either talk to or at least have fun with.

And hell I'll even put it out there, if anyone feels like a vent or wants someone to talk to about anything (life, depression, health, fitness, nutrition, exercise, love), please feel free to shoot me a PM anytime.

maz91379 wrote:Not even fucking with you now but i do too(although it's on it's way out/ i didn't have a fever when i went and hung with people) and i feel great and less sick after doing that so just saying. It's all about lowering your immune system to a point where your body is like "fuck i might die if i don't do something i better make me unsick" and it like jump starts and you feel better...(maybe please don't take my advice if you are genuinely sick)

That reminds me of a story my ex told me bout when she was in Germany. She was sick and her host parents said they would make her Jägertee, which she thought was just a name, but was actually just a shit ton of Jäger mixed with a little tea served hot. She said it worked, too.

But yeah. Fuck alcohol.

kbithecrowing wrote:Sick. On ILF too much. Can't stop thinking about girls/relationships.

Fuck.

think about THIS!
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7nCzXvVY3g[/youtube]

You should be able to leave work early when you're really hungry.

alexa. wrote:

kbithecrowing wrote:Sick. On ILF too much. Can't stop thinking about girls/relationships.

Fuck.

think about THIS!
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7nCzXvVY3g[/youtube]

Bravo, sir. Bravo.

Brakeups are sucky, there's nothing to really do about it. It's done, you can just go through what happened, find stuff you fucked up, and change them so you don't make the same mistakes in the future. I've had a depressive anxiety attack yesterday evening, about the very same thing. I've met a cool girl but she just panics when we relax and chill and everything is so fun and great and she just stops it and goes into a rampage. Broke me apart yesterday and I got into a really bad state of apathy and emotionlesness.
Also, I was hoping to cheer you up with the flanger remark. Sry

Yep, always learn from your mistakes in the first place

i've been studying for an exam for three days, still i feel like i'm gonna fail. Fuck it

alexa. wrote:Brakeups are sucky, there's nothing to really do about it. It's done, you can just go through what happened, find stuff you fucked up, and change them so you don't make the same mistakes in the future. I've had a depressive anxiety attack yesterday evening, about the very same thing. I've met a cool girl but she just panics when we relax and chill and everything is so fun and great and she just stops it and goes into a rampage. Broke me apart yesterday and I got into a really bad state of apathy and emotionlesness.
Also, I was hoping to cheer you up with the flanger remark. Sry

The flanger thing did make me chuckle & yeah, it is good to learn from mistakes an such, but I'm dwelling on it for a different reason. Nothing shitty happened between us. To keep it simple, we were together under shitty circumstances (different colleges - distance, etc.) and it was too straining. I still feel for her greatly and based on the last time we saw each other (after we split) she still feels for me, too. So I'm really trying to move on but I can't escape my emotions and thoughts for her. Need more time, I suppose.

& your situation you described seems very confusing and upsetting. It must be really jarring for things to be going so well then erupt into chaos.

maz91379 wrote:Whoa i like spending time with this person LETS TXT THEM AND SEE IF THEY WANT TO CHILL
WHOA COOL THEY DO
OH THEY NEVER TXTED BACK AND PROBABLY FOUND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO

MISINTERPRETED MY GENERAL INTEREST AS ME TRYING TO PURSUE THEM

OH THEY MISINTERPRETED MY ATTEMPTS TRYING TO PURSUE THEM AS GENERAL INTEREST.

DAMNIT I WANT ATTENTION OR A TXT BACK

I WONDER IF THEY UNDERSTOOD I WAS JOKING THEIR LACK OF A RESPONSE MAKES ME THINK NOT

WHOA THEY ARE TOTALLY SENDING ME SIGNALS (they were in fact not sending me signals )

You're like twelve, right? Somehow you've put your finger on the general path for most human interaction.

Wise beyond your years, sir.




In other news, I've spilled salsa on myself. I'm not stoked about that.