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My Hangover is not good...

Also, got a new room mate, he does bring the wedge in but already miss living alone even though he' at work most the time.

Nasty shit is though, he has a condition where he basically shits blood, literally and at some point he's gunna want clean underwear, call me a germophobe but I don't really want that in my washing machine, I know it's for cleaning things but yeah....

Scruffie wrote:Nasty shit is though, he has a condition where he basically shits blood, literally and at some point he's gunna want clean underwear, call me a germophobe but I don't really want that in my washing machine, I know it's for cleaning things but yeah....

How did you end up discussing this...condition? That seems like a really awkward thing to have to bring up. "Hey, by the way, if the toilet is stained red, like from blood, don't worry, that's just my asshole. Ok, enjoy your tomato soup."

Once again, I hate my life and am regressing to the point where I uncontrollably utter suicidal ideations out loud. It's a good thing I'm too lazy to actually harm myself (not that I'm really motivated to do so now), so I'd probably just sit in a room until I starve, but that's not viable, now is it?

are you on meds? can you have them adjusted?

snipelfritz wrote:

Scruffie wrote:Nasty shit is though, he has a condition where he basically shits blood, literally and at some point he's gunna want clean underwear, call me a germophobe but I don't really want that in my washing machine, I know it's for cleaning things but yeah....

How did you end up discussing this...condition? That seems like a really awkward thing to have to bring up. "Hey, by the way, if the toilet is stained red, like from blood, don't worry, that's just my asshole. Ok, enjoy your tomato soup."

Once again, I hate my life and am regressing to the point where I uncontrollably utter suicidal ideations out loud. It's a good thing I'm too lazy to actually harm myself (not that I'm really motivated to do so now), so I'd probably just sit in a room until I starve, but that's not viable, now is it?

He's told me... been a mate for years so originally he was like 'should I see a doctor' to which my response was yes...

Apparently they say it's fine and it's more of a blood skid marks situation... he asked if i could wash some t-shirts the other day and was like 'oh and that underwear... actually... don't touch it' it just grims me out. Otherwise he's a good room mate.

Also apparently he once showed me a photo of the mess but it appears I drunk enough to wipe it from memory.

And why ruin tomato soup for me

And don't starve... go eat some tomato soup, I hate my life but here I am, hungover at 9 in the morning... why the fuck am I up...

karnivool <3

i know why i'm awake...it's because my kitty came and got me out of bed. he does this a lot...he'll climb up on the bed next to my pillow and tap me on the face with his paw. it's so adorable that i can't really be mad at him, especially since i do need to get up. and i especially don't want to bug on him because any day now my ex could show up with a court order and take him away. but it's a little aggravating to have a ten-pound mammal doing your scheduling

Just plugged into my old iPod Shuffle to discover that all audio coming out of it is distorted

Feeling defeated. Unmotivated.
Even taking an hour long nap hasn't helped.

I really want a hug but I can't have it from who I want it from.

Can't find my dvd sets of Hajime No Ippo. Spent a ridiculous amount of time today looking.

i keep tracking my package hoping that a rogue worker for usps decided to deliver my package today, but no avail

also, they are shipping it from indiana, to washington, back to indiana and then into my delightful embrace in illinois

Just watched the new mad men. Not sure to put that in this thread or the happy one, but im kinda leaning to keeping it in this one...

my stance on that show has always been "i thought people like that were assholes back then, and i'm sticking with that position."

two weeks after the breakup, i totally fucking miss her and i'm prolly in the worst phase right now. at least i know i don't want to get back

and to add some petty problem... the spring hit me hard... i feel like barking on every tree around

oh and to make things up... Apis Ante Portas is prolly forming as a live band

DarkAxel wrote:two weeks after the breakup, i totally fucking miss her and i'm prolly in the worst phase right now. at least i know i don't want to get back

and to add some petty problem... the spring hit me hard... i feel like barking on every tree around

oh and to make things up... Apis Ante Portas is prolly forming as a live band

Fuck that ho', you just miss the relationship.

I hope that was encouraging, that's what it was meant to be.

Goodness work sucked. Five hours straight of cooking followed by two hours of clean up. I didn't get out until midnight. AND I have to be back there at 9! No fun, no fun at all. At least it got me out of band practice.

I suck at sleeping. I rarely get more than four or five hours of sleep in a night, and if I do, then I have trouble sleeping at all for the next couple days.

My girlfriend on the other hand is gifted at sleeping. She always get's at least 8 hours, but can easily sleep 14 hours a day given the chance. It takes her a couple minutes at the most to fall asleep, and then nothing can wake her until morning - or afternoon if it's a weekend.