alexa. wrote:DarkAxel wrote:Got friendzoned... hard
you know how a situation gets weird and awkward only if you act like it is weird and awkward? Thanks, girl, that helped a lot
fuck, girls are just against me today
edit: i just feel like i suck at relationships and now i suck at hooking up, too. I'm trying to make a change, stop overthinking and start doing stuff.. maybe i try too hard, but i just need to see some results or... i don't know, i just need something to happen to see that trying still has some meaning

Dude, you just broke up roughly. Don't rush it. The right girl will come along when you set yourself straight.
Actually, it's a decision between a lot of superficial relationships, and a few meaningful ones.
i'm not looking for the right girl right now, i'm looking for fun, that's all. I feel like i need to try having sex outside a relationship to create an opinion about it so i know what it's like...
sounds terribly over-rational, but it just helps me explain, sorry...
also i just don't feel like anything serious right now, au contraire... just wanna have fun, you know. No strings attached and shit... i just feel like doing something not totally meaningful, maybe out of couriousness, maybe the spring is getting to me
next time, i'll not leave her dry...
...if you know what i mean