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I just got my tax receipt. It seems that I can retrospectively justify the mad money I have dropped on gear the last couple of days! No refund, but I have to pay much less than what I had though I'd have to.

phantasmagorovich wrote:I just got my tax receipt. It seems that I can retrospectively justify the mad money I have dropped on gear the last couple of days! No refund, but I have to pay much less than what I had though I'd have to.

Hohhhhhhh, man...when I get my refund at the first of the new year, I will be purchasing the means for creating a second board. And I might have to break down and get a new lap steel,too...

However, my reason for posting is that I'm gonna pass my mathematical modeling class

I walked into a record store today and didn't buy anything for myself. I'm so proud.

snipelfritz wrote:Klonopin refill day!

This: I'm feeling happy and productive.

Slightly in a haze, but that kinda keeps the bad thoughts out. Might actually get a chance to practice/hang out with the originals band this weekend which would be really nice.

Still feeling great about the rest of the semester although I'm not sure I'll get my tuition payment in by the end of the semester, but due to a registration date fluke I might not ever appear on the graduation commencement flyer thing, but I don't really care. I'll tell my parents and say, "I know it might mean something to you, but it doesn't to me." I've finally started getting really honest and blunt with my parents, and that's great since I've always felt like I had to be a different person around them.

ramble ramble. K-pin and beer.

Watching "Tegan And Sara: Get Along."
I swear I fall in love with them every time I see/listen to them.

!!!warning!!!this is soooo long!!!!snoozefest!!!!zzzzzs ahead!!!!blockme already!!!
hey mah dudes and dudettes
sorry bout all the negativity lately
had my first non drug related panic attack
ever in my life today
i had this weird controlled breathing cd
that my buddhist landlord gave me
he saw i was mentally spiraling
i finally stopped on the side of the road
and put it in
i found myself flooring the gas pedal
up over a hundred
and screaming and crying at the same time
had to stop and get some kind of control back
so lame as it may be
i pulled over on the shoulder
and cranked it for 20 min
my life shit the bed on me
the last two weeks
and it probly could have been
a doctor phil or oz etc infomercial
but i needed to be guided into
thinkin in my head it was gonna be ok
how im still clean i dont know
but my heads ok now
the show on black friday ripped
im tryin to bandcamp the fuck out of it
got some vids and pics
just bein able to dump my bs in the other thread
helped me stay grounded
one of the clients i lost while on the job from hell
called today and was sympathetic to the sitch
and is back on board
managed to throw a bunch of work together
to bring xmas back from the dead
takin it easy for a bit aint happenin
but i probly wouldnt have anyway
even if i did get paid
pffffuuhhhrrtttt
im seein one of you play at hangrr 18 on friday
thats gonna be a good time
i<3i<3fuzz
youre good buddies

Also, totally scored Head For The Shallow for eight bucks today.

AND I WASN'T EVEN LOOKING FOR IT!

Keep on taking time for yourself whenever you need it, man. I hope you're week of hell is long gone, not to return for a long while / ever

Nothin lame about controlled breathing/meditation, or Buddhist neighbors for that matter, dude. I'm way into all that shit, though not an official Buddhist. Glad you're doin' alright! This jernt ain't just a forum, it's a community. I've always said that, because I've always found it to be true.

@ry

whoa
smiley orgy
luvluv ehryunnn
cant wait to be back to my old self
millions of bad haikus
anyone........anyone???

Oh, I have millions
millions of the worst Haikus
you will ever read

Just you wait and see
I mean it, there are millions
all so fucking bad

I prefer Dopesmoker-era Haikus, myself.

Bueller... Bueller...
Glad to hear you're gettin' through, man. Keep breathing, be it meditative or just plain old oxygenating.
We like you too.

Who you going to see at Hangar 18?