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behndy wrote:SQUIIIIIII. BLYYYYYYY.

*hugs*

wassat? WHAT. IS. GOING. ON.

I honestly thought I was just missing something lol.

As for everything else, I've just got one month left of school, am quitting drinking/smoking green until then and have some complications at home all of which are intertwined and going to make me ultra-anxious all the time, but like I said, when its all said and done I'll have my degree and the rest of my life ahead of me, which makes me essssited. I've just been too numb to everything lately.

Basically, I'm finally getting my shit together which won't be easy, but will certainly be worth it.

lol. i feel you. i never got into maintenance style druggin's, but i had a point where i realized i REALLY didn't like who i was. was a shitty year or so to get to being at least a semblance of somebody i could be happy being.

so worth it though. stay up pimp.

WE ALL HERE FOR VIRTUAL CUDDLE SQUIBBLY RUBDOWNS HOMIE.

Tanks buddeh.

behndy wrote:lol. i feel you. i never got into maintenance style druggin's, but i had a point where i realized i REALLY didn't like who i was. was a shitty year or so to get to being at least a semblance of somebody i could be happy being.

so worth it though. stay up pimp.

WE ALL HERE FOR VIRTUAL CUDDLE SQUIBBLY RUBDOWNS HOMIE.

that's the point i'm at now. over the years i lived with my most recent ex i became someone i really wasn't, a work drone doing stuff i hated to pay for stuff i didn't want but she did. now i've been totally lost for over a year, and don't know how to get back to my heart's home.

in happier news, i managed to get my stupid laptop updated with Flash Player--there's an incredibly arcane process to update which includes deleting specific files from obscure system locations--and ripped the soundtrack to R.E.M.'s Road Movie off the Hulu stream last night, which i love. beat me, kick me, make me listen to "Crush With Eyeliner"

theavondon wrote:

futuresailors wrote:Selling used sneakers for almost double what you bought them for.

homie, hook me up with some skytops

I'll give you american spirits and salsa verde chips along with money

You sers want some? If you're a 10 I'll totes trade you for like a carton of rettes and some chips.

futuresailors wrote:... If you're a 10 I'll totes trade you for like a carton of rettes and some chips.

Oh, he's a "10".

Finally submitted my first job application for when I graduate next year! Feels pretty good, though I'm nervous about getting it. Guess I need to send out loads more.

I've been coming up with some good song ideas lately. I think I'm starting to really dial in my sound.

wonderful synchronicity filled life <3

i know i do this every few days
but its the few times a week
that i can finally take e breath
smoking last cigarette before goin to space
i guess just the notion
of everything dissappearing for few hours
drowning all my troubles in
cachunkachunks ,wangangangs
and the general wheezing of my full rig
and its the only time i got anymore
to do somethin
just cause i fuckin want to
take that dad
im gonna waste a bunch of time
creating noises that would make you sick
i posted the flyer for my show comin up in music section
i know none of you are gonna make it
but im super psyched
never had band name(or band for that matter)
and always wanted to be on one if them
punk show flyers when i was younger
its never too late i guess

HEY. MY DRUMMER WANTS ME TO PUT TOGETHER A FLYER FOR A SHOW. I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT.

....... HAHLP.

I'm so glad I'm back to not working any day shifts and never having to see my boss.

sorry behn
i didnt put that together
my drummer did
but if you have any photoshop skills
it should be cake
best jamz yet tonight
its like im raising a monster
from its grave
specifically to destroy the building were in
blessed be the baby thundaa
blessed be the badascan
youve earned your places
in pedal heaven

God damn I love mozzarella sticks.
I MUST HAVE ALL THE FAT

futuresailors wrote:

theavondon wrote:

futuresailors wrote:Selling used sneakers for almost double what you bought them for.

homie, hook me up with some skytops

I'll give you american spirits and salsa verde chips along with money

You sers want some? If you're a 10 I'll totes trade you for like a carton of rettes and some chips.

I'm an 11-12. :c

But that would be the dopest trade ever.