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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 11:57 am
by kbit
'tane: meditation is something I'd recommend as well, can be really therapeutic. But if you do so, do it continually. Also, if you are in school you can probably get access to free counseling, which I would also highly recommend. Very positive experience for me.
I just wrote down a list of all the things I have to do for school by next Thursday.
Midterms blow.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 1:44 pm
by the_carl
Chrome keeps crashing and I don't know whyyyyyyy. Random pages will just start exploding and taking up all of my CPU and RAM and then everything dies. I tried searching for my problem and tried disabling flash and stuff, but nothing is working. Now I have to use Firefox and it's sooo much uglier than Chrome. Sigh.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 6:48 pm
by aens_wife
My kids had a snow day today and they ruined it with terrible behavior, tantrums, and SCREAMING. ALL. DAY. LONG.
Now, I have a headache and I want to lock them in their rooms until tomorrow.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 7:04 pm
by snipelfritz
Meeeh, mom walked in on me high last night, now I need to have a serious talk with my parents, one of my least favorite things to do.
I would kill to have my own place where I could live/work/and go to school without needing a car. But it just wont happen for another year at least.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 7:42 pm
by sonidero
aens_wife wrote:My kids had a snow day today and they ruined it with terrible behavior, tantrums, and SCREAMING. ALL. DAY. LONG.
Now, I have a headache and I want to lock them in their rooms until tomorrow.
How dare they ruin a Mother's average Wednesday... It's dinner and then bed... No SOMMS for YOU...
snipelfritz wrote:Meeeh, mom walked in on me high last night, now I need to have a serious talk with my parents, one of my least favorite things to do.
And on a related note your Mom can get high and walk in when ever she wants, she's your Mom you don't need to be chastising your parents...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 8:23 pm
by snipelfritz
sonidero wrote:snipelfritz wrote:Meeeh, mom walked in on me high last night, now I need to have a serious talk with my parents, one of my least favorite things to do.
And on a related note your Mom can get high and walk in when ever she wants, she's your Mom you don't need to be chastising your parents...
What? I was the one who was slightly high. I didn't smoke there. And that's the issue. I actually feel a little confident on this discussion that I can seem mature and provide solutions and just get it over with.
Basically, I'm absolutely, painfully sick of living in my home town where there is nothing to do but drink and smoke. Moving out of my parents' place would just be too difficult until I finish school at the end of this year. I just need to survive 10 months, but I feel so fucking repressed that I need to act out idiotically and dangerously.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 8:42 pm
by sonidero
snipelfritz wrote:but I feel so fucking repressed that I need to act out idiotically and dangerously.
That called your 20's... Have fun with it...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 8:57 pm
by snipelfritz
sonidero wrote:snipelfritz wrote:but I feel so fucking repressed that I need to act out idiotically and dangerously.
That called your 20's... Have fun with it...
I'm trying! If I had my own place near school and a dece job that didn't require me having a car, I'd be set.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 11:42 pm
by theactionindex
Can't focus on studyiiiiing.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Feb 29, 2012 11:48 pm
by dubkitty
aens_wife wrote:My kids had a snow day today and they ruined it with terrible behavior, tantrums, and SCREAMING. ALL. DAY. LONG.
Now, I have a headache and I want to lock them in their rooms until tomorrow.
how old are they?
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 12:02 am
by TroySanders
im a sad boy tonight
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 12:14 am
by sonidero
TroySanders wrote:im a sad boy tonight
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 1:13 am
by IEatCats
I've been on/off feeling weird in the last couple days. I think it's my prescription taking effect. It feels like when I'd normally get nervous or anxious, I just feel super neutral. It's unpleasant, like my lows are being forced too far positive.
It's freaking me out a little, hilariously enough.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 1:22 am
by Achtane
I think I know what you mean. Eventually you get "comfortable" being in one state, even if it's unpleasant or unsatisfying. Maybe "you get used to" is better.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 1:32 am
by IEatCats
Achtane wrote:I think I know what you mean. Eventually you get "comfortable" being in one state, even if it's unpleasant or unsatisfying. Maybe "you get used to" is better.
Yeah, that sounds terrible. I quite like my moderate mania, I just needed to get rid of the severe anxiety, which was fuckin' my days up. The rounded highs and lows feeling sucks donkey balls.