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Failed at the french entrance exam... so no french for me this term

and it's not a good thing, i HAVE to pass, without that they won't give me my Bc. in three/four years

also i won't finish my reading for tomorrow in time... fucking Virginia Woolfe

wsas3 wrote:

jfrey wrote:So tired. Drove 500 miles yesterday.

but did you walk 500 miles?

If your answer is yes, I also must ask... Did you walk 500 more?

but really the question is, would you?

I miss Kate. Yesterday was fantastic, and today I'm just sitting around trying to keep busy, and missing her. :/

Mlerp. I drank too much/took one or two too many pills last night. There are major blocks in my memory. The last I remember, I was karaokeing "Livin' on a Prayer." I think I threw up all over my coworker's apartment last night and he was pissed. Then I ended up home around 3, couldn't unlock the door for some reason and had to ring the doorbell to get my parents up. Now, I'm hung over and about to throw up again. *I actually just puked immediately after typing that*

And as of today I'm starting working Sundays from 5 to close (which was my one free day between school and work) so I need to be at work in less than an hour and I'm feeling super shitty. I totally could have asked to start this next week and I have no clue why I didn't.

Fuck.

i'm actually planning on taking the woman who friendzoned me to dinner tonight, just so i can have some company. i figure an hour of company is worth a dinner.

Can you handle that? Honestly, I dont think I'd be mature enough to respect those boundaries.

well, since that happened i kind of settled down from the infatuation that was happening and now realize that i like her company better than i like her as a potential partner. which isn't to say that i'd chase her away if she followed me home, but i'm not really after her now. we went to dinner, and i'd idly entertained the idea of asking her to come over afterwards, but after 45 minutes of dinner i was ready to go be by myself again. i'm not overjoyed, but i've been getting friend-zoned since i was in my 20s, so i've learned how to cope with it. my favorite woman i've ever known fzed me when i'd only known her a few weeks, and i knew her for years of dear friendship afterwards. someday somebody will love me again. maybe.

For now there's bro love. It always comes though

i believe that i'm a decent person, and worth loving; i can give love to someone and bring them additional happiness. it's just a question of finding the person weird enough to relate to me is all. my ex had totally convinced me that i was horrible, dysfunctional, and useless, but i'm over that now.

dubkitty wrote:i believe that i'm a decent person, and worth loving; i can give love to someone and bring them additional happiness. it's just a question of finding the person weird enough to relate to me is all. my ex had totally convinced me that i was horrible, dysfunctional, and useless, but i'm over that now.

sounds like something worth posting on craigslist

yesterday was our anniversary and we had a huge fight... we've been having some inexplicable trouble lately, now it's better, because the bad blood is gone... but she said some pretty weird things... she's been acting weird lately, that to summarize

For what ive borrowed and sold this month to pay "please dont sue me" bills i could have bought an egc, a meatsmoke, a sick cab and some pedals. And im still completely broke. However no more collection calls.

i hear you. i owe my useless attorney the equivalent of a half stack.

I'm going to have to dip into my savings to pay bills. Awesome :/