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Hello, everyone. This is my first post in about 9 months, so I thought I should take some time to explain what happened, and this seemed like the place to do it. the past half a year has been hell for me. I was diagnosed as bipolar and having manic depression, and being on and off different meds put a lot of strain on my social and personal life as well as my relationship with my family. about 9 months ago I started using percocet multiple times a day, and it eventually led into a heroin addiction after being kicked out of my fathers house, and being rejected by the rest of my family. I had to drop out of high school to make enough money and I was homeless for a short time, until moving into a small apartment with 3 other people. I've been a little over a month clean from opiates, and things are starting to look better. I'm working on getting my GED, and started writing more, and making music more. I miss being on the forums, and I'm currently working out the trade I fell out on with space6oy. I hope no one is too angry with me and the mistakes I made on the forum and in my life.

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone. This is my first post in about 9 months, so I thought I should take some time to explain what happened, and this seemed like the place to do it. the past half a year has been hell for me. I was diagnosed as bipolar and having manic depression, and being on and off different meds put a lot of strain on my social and personal life as well as my relationship with my family. about 9 months ago I started using percocet multiple times a day, and it eventually led into a heroin addiction after being kicked out of my fathers house, and being rejected by the rest of my family. I had to drop out of high school to make enough money and I was homeless for a short time, until moving into a small apartment with 3 other people. I've been a little over a month clean from opiates, and things are starting to look better. I'm working on getting my GED, and started writing more, and making music more. I miss being on the forums, and I'm currently working out the trade I fell out on with space6oy. I hope no one is too angry with me and the mistakes I made on the forum and in my life.

Hey dude good to see you're back
It takes some guts to own up to that and try and make everything right so kudos to you
Congrats on your progress

tomlane95 wrote:

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone. This is my first post in about 9 months, so I thought I should take some time to explain what happened, and this seemed like the place to do it. the past half a year has been hell for me. I was diagnosed as bipolar and having manic depression, and being on and off different meds put a lot of strain on my social and personal life as well as my relationship with my family. about 9 months ago I started using percocet multiple times a day, and it eventually led into a heroin addiction after being kicked out of my fathers house, and being rejected by the rest of my family. I had to drop out of high school to make enough money and I was homeless for a short time, until moving into a small apartment with 3 other people. I've been a little over a month clean from opiates, and things are starting to look better. I'm working on getting my GED, and started writing more, and making music more. I miss being on the forums, and I'm currently working out the trade I fell out on with space6oy. I hope no one is too angry with me and the mistakes I made on the forum and in my life.

Hey dude good to see you're back
It takes some guts to own up to that and try and make everything right so kudos to you
Congrats on your progress

agreed, welcome back man.

Yeah, man welcome back!

Just yesterday (no shit) I thought to myself "I wonder what happened to nieh? I hope he's doing OK, he always seemed like a good kid."
and almost PM'd but didn't want you to think I was a creepy weirdo.

Just know, with ANY problem you have, someone here has probably been through something similar and is willing to help get you through it.

I hope you stay cleaned up and keep it together for the good times ahead.

Iommic Pope wrote:

D.o.S. wrote:

futuresailors wrote:Earl Grey's been my favorite since I was a wee lad.
Put a lil milk in there.
Yum.

all day err day

Fuck yeah.

Russian Caravan for smoke flavours in your tea.

This guy knows the score



Also, nieh, good to see you're back and doing better. You're definitely making the right call by staying clean.

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone.

Glad your OK lil Fuzz Breauxxx, keep your head up...

Although almost all the bands I really Love using alternate tunings I've only dabbled and kinda shied away from 'em...

Until noaw...

sonidero wrote:

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone.

Glad your OK lil Fuzz Breauxxx, keep your head up...

Although almost all the bands I really Love using alternate tunings I've only dabbled and kinda shied away from 'em...

Until noaw...

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5IGajfj1SE[/youtube]

That DoomGaze is impossible to stay away from on yt...

I dropped my Baritone to A and crapped my pants from the sheer Doominess I am getting... Why was I dicking around in B tuning for so long??? Baritone > Suneater > Huger > El Cap > Sunn Concert Bass > Peavey 4x12 is the new shit...

sonidero wrote:That DoomGaze is impossible to stay away from on yt...

I dropped my Baritone to A and crapped my pants from the sheer Doominess I am getting... Why was I dicking around in B tuning for so long??? Baritone > Suneater > Huger > El Cap > Sunn Concert Bass > Peavey 4x12 is the new shit...

Everything you just said got more massive after every bit of punctuation. What in the fucking fuck, Soni?

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone. This is my first post in about 9 months, so I thought I should take some time to explain what happened, and this seemed like the place to do it. the past half a year has been hell for me. I was diagnosed as bipolar and having manic depression, and being on and off different meds put a lot of strain on my social and personal life as well as my relationship with my family. about 9 months ago I started using percocet multiple times a day, and it eventually led into a heroin addiction after being kicked out of my fathers house, and being rejected by the rest of my family. I had to drop out of high school to make enough money and I was homeless for a short time, until moving into a small apartment with 3 other people. I've been a little over a month clean from opiates, and things are starting to look better. I'm working on getting my GED, and started writing more, and making music more. I miss being on the forums, and I'm currently working out the trade I fell out on with space6oy. I hope no one is too angry with me and the mistakes I made on the forum and in my life.

I almost never wash my hands before flossing.

nieh wrote:Hello, everyone. This is my first post in about 9 months, so I thought I should take some time to explain what happened, and this seemed like the place to do it. the past half a year has been hell for me. I was diagnosed as bipolar and having manic depression, and being on and off different meds put a lot of strain on my social and personal life as well as my relationship with my family. about 9 months ago I started using percocet multiple times a day, and it eventually led into a heroin addiction after being kicked out of my fathers house, and being rejected by the rest of my family. I had to drop out of high school to make enough money and I was homeless for a short time, until moving into a small apartment with 3 other people. I've been a little over a month clean from opiates, and things are starting to look better. I'm working on getting my GED, and started writing more, and making music more. I miss being on the forums, and I'm currently working out the trade I fell out on with space6oy. I hope no one is too angry with me and the mistakes I made on the forum and in my life.

You've seriously been through some shit, dude. I'm happy to hear things are turning around for you. We may just be internet bro, but you can always come to us for someone to talk to, myself included. We got your back homie

D.o.S. wrote:
This guy knows the score

Right back at you dudelor. I'll rock a tea party with you any day.
Of a non-political variety that is.

sonidero wrote:That DoomGaze is impossible to stay away from on yt...

I dropped my Baritone to A and crapped my pants from the sheer Doominess I am getting... Why was I dicking around in B tuning for so long??? Baritone > Suneater > Huger > El Cap > Sunn Concert Bass > Peavey 4x12 is the new shit...

Dude, I have my Iceman down in drop A. It's never going back. Ever.
Sounds like you have hit payduuuurt.

Also, I love FF games, but I haven't played that one.

Iommic Pope wrote:

sonidero wrote:That DoomGaze is impossible to stay away from on yt...

Also, I love FF games, but I haven't played that one.

Dude. That's The One! Final Fantasy 3/6 kills!

I started at vii when I was a kid. I think I need to back track.

I don't think you really love FF.

And Terra maz?