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Having a really bad day. I've fucking had it for this year already.

I feel like knocking a bookcase over and telling my otherwise cool boss to shove it if I am supposed to provide another study credits account for this year or another bloody work related statistics document or ANY OTHER PIECE OF SHIT PAPER HAVING ANYTHING TO DO WITH MY DAY JOB OR STUDIES.

The next one, be it an analytical aesthetics essay about pop art or a study curriculum for the employer or a library closed collections usage in 2011 stats or whatever, will be narrated from the Ptero-fucking-dactyl point of view, and make them sorry for asking so. I promise. http://theoatmeal.com/comics/ptero

GAH! FUCK!!

I can't remember where I put my weed last night so now I'm takin nasty res-tokes through chapped lips. Seriously I need to just come up with a permanent stash spot or something..

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wp7d_kgxI0[/youtube]

this song is so goddamn true for me

in a last few weeks, i've done so much stupid shit... i hurt a few people and i really regret it.

it took some time until i realised how stupid i was and how stupid mistakes i've made. I shouldn've break up with her. I broke down, panicked and was overwhelmed by the situation. Instead i should've talked about it and try to deal with it TOGETHER

then i found a new girl... it'd worked for me previously, only with the difference this breakup was a stupid ass mistake, so it all resolved in me hurting more people. Badly. I certainly can say i'm disgusted with my late behaviour

so i'm currently trying to mend the situation... i've talked to my ex, apologized and said i want her back. We're gonna talk about it tomorrow and if it happens, we'll try to make it work. dammit i need to be more cool about it, not depress myself because i can't see her, try to work out something, that'd work for the both of us. I've got a good feeling about this, but we'll see how this talk goes...

i'm just fucking stupid... i miss her so much

kids... take some time after a breakup... something like this could happen to you and it's not pretty

Fucking Angela Merkel will ruin us all .

DarkAxel wrote:kids... take some time after a breakup... something like this could happen to you and it's not pretty

tried to warn you.
just hang on and be patient. hope it goes well.

I need to replace my full time job with a new one. My boss is starting to drive me crazy.

This is the most recent example:
We got a set of photos from a client to use in a project we're doing for them.

Yesterday:
"All these photos look fine as is. No need to enhance them."

Today:
[From an email he sent me]
"To be completely candid, Justin, they all look a little “dingy” – as though you didn’t really put in a lot of attention into them."


Are you fucking kidding?

[Petty]
Really want an Agile AL-2800 baritone. Emailed Kurt and he said they weren't expecting any to come back in. [/petty]

"consider replacing your battery."

alexa. wrote:

DarkAxel wrote:kids... take some time after a breakup... something like this could happen to you and it's not pretty

tried to warn you.
just hang on and be patient. hope it goes well.

yeah i know

i always learn from my mistakes... but i have to make them first to learn something

i hope it'll go well so i can get back together with her

jfrey wrote:I need to replace my full time job with a new one. My boss is starting to drive me crazy.

This is the most recent example:
We got a set of photos from a client to use in a project we're doing for them.

Yesterday:
"All these photos look fine as is. No need to enhance them."

Today:
[From an email he sent me]
"To be completely candid, Justin, they all look a little “dingy” – as though you didn’t really put in a lot of attention into them."


Are you fucking kidding?

A nearly identical situation came up for me yesterday.

The consistent message from meetings earlier:
So what we're shooting for is a framework to build off of in the future.

Yesterday:
Why isn't the whole thing finished? I can't use this in March!


Makes you want to punch a fucking baby. At least I got a free cup of coffee.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PAJNntoRgA[/youtube]

I am terrified of America. Or at least Republicans.

the_carl wrote:Or at least Republicans.

Republicans aren't the problem. Idiots are the problem. As many call themselves republicans as democrats, and none of them understand what the words are supposed to represent.

jfrey wrote:

the_carl wrote:Or at least Republicans.

Republicans aren't the problem. Idiots are the problem. As many call themselves republicans as democrats, and none of them understand what the words are supposed to represent.

Totally agree. At this point though, I'm just more scared of the Republican presidential candidates than the others.