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theavondon wrote:

dubkitty wrote:my beard turned grey before i was thirty, so that was outta here.

Ugh, grey beard is so rad, c'mon dude.

Grey beards rock! IAJ

phantasmagorovich wrote:

theavondon wrote:

dubkitty wrote:my beard turned grey before i was thirty, so that was outta here.

Ugh, grey beard is so rad, c'mon dude.

Grey beards rock! IAJ

Almost 40 and everything, beard, nose, neck, ear hair is turning insta-white... I'll shave and it comes back whiter... Lookin kinda mean though...

I can't grow a beard

i've got this rather creepy background-level depression going on that makes me want to do something incredibly stupid and self-destructive just for the sake of entertainment. if i was just given the opportunity i wouldn't just flirt with disaster, i'd happily run off with it....if i didn't have some instinct for self preservation. but i've built up a truly enormous amount of Don't Give A Fuck given the extent to which i have to detach myself from my unpleasant and terrifying reality.

I kinda want to start a psychedelic space rock band....

Ancient Astronaught wrote:I kinda want to start a psychedelic space rock band....

I'm in. We can email tracks to each other, put oscillators on everything , and call ourselves HawkWin.

D.o.S. wrote:

Ancient Astronaught wrote:I kinda want to start a psychedelic space rock band....

I'm in. We can email tracks to each other, put oscillators on everything , and call ourselves HawkWin.

Okay but we have to dress like this when recording:



and if we ever play out we have to only play strip clubs.

I'm craving for a pedal

I don't know which pedal

or what sound should it make... i just want something that will blow my mind... something so good I'll have to force myself to turn it off...

hopefully the new thing Schlatte is building me will be done soon and will sound as good as i'm imagining

I've done and witnessed some fucked, vile, depraved things. The regret and shame of those events made a home in my head and when I think of those things it brings a smile to my face. Although I no longer live my life that way, i'm not ashamed to admit to the things I've done. But no fucks brings no luck, I still haven't entirely given back for all the harm I've done. I'm almost 26 and life has already taken its fair share from me.

D.o.S. wrote:

Ancient Astronaught wrote:I kinda want to start a psychedelic space rock band....

I'm in. We can email tracks to each other, put oscillators on everything , and call ourselves HawkWin.

I don't know what it is, but it sounds exciting. I'm in.

Welp, I kind of just posted on my ex-girlfriend's facebook and alluded to the fact that I've been trying to avoid her.
Even though I still think about her everyday.

Fuck.

kbithecrowing wrote:Welp, I kind of just posted on my ex-girlfriend's facebook and alluded to the fact that I've been trying to avoid her.
Even though I still think about her everyday.

Fuck.

Don't be a dumbass and go on the internet with that stuff, drink heavily on your own and try to stay away from the phone like the rest of us.

kbithecrowing wrote:Welp, I kind of just posted on my ex-girlfriend's facebook and alluded to the fact that I've been trying to avoid her.
Even though I still think about her everyday.

Fuck.

Yeah, I just spent the evening hanging out with an ex I'm still in love with. I GOTTA STOP TRYING TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY EXES. I also need to stop going out with Mormon women. And I should start drinking, play more guitar, and get my ass out of this distopian town.

I tried to be friendly with my ex for a while. I also spent a lot if time posting "I miss you" songs on Facebook.
As my friend once told me: Closure is never talking to them again.

That's how I feel it will have to be with this girl, total lapse in communication.
& I feel it would probably be best to move on, but I don't want to let go.
It's a really weird feeling.