fucking hell, i'm sorry. having just gone through the shock-and-awe dumping myself, i can imagine how you feel and sympathize entirely.
what you do now, right this second is stop. take a deep breath. and remember who you are, and that you have value apart from your relationship with this person which she cannot take from you. you have friends and family; you are loved. reach out to them; the real ones will sustain you. and for now you try to hold on until the worst of the grief is over, which it will be in time.
talk to me here, or PM me if you wish. i'm still living through my own version, but i'm a few weeks ahead of you so i have some perspective to offer.
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Fuck! That's pretty horrible. Send me a pm if you need someone to talk.
I may take you up on that.
dubkitty wrote:fucking hell, i'm sorry. having just gone through the shock-and-awe dumping myself, i can imagine how you feel and sympathize entirely.
what you do now, right this second is stop. take a deep breath. and remember who you are, and that you have value apart from your relationship with this person which she cannot take from you. you have friends and family; you are loved. reach out to them; the real ones will sustain you. and for now you try to hold on until the worst of the grief is over, which it will be in time.
talk to me here, or PM me if you wish. i'm still living through my own version, but i'm a few weeks ahead of you so i have some perspective to offer.
I don't really know how to cope right now, but what you wrote really helped just now. Thanks a lot, my friend.
i've picked up the habit of chainsmoking (delicious marb 27s) while drinking on the weekends so sunday and monday are sometimes about my throat feeling like it's covered in wet felt. poor risk-rewards analysis man, so poor
mathias wrote:I heard that Tom Dalton read a book on how to grow online communities around your business. But he thought it was too much work so he just created a forum full of alts. You and I are the only real people.
My mom asked me if I think I have Asperger's. I said, "I don't know. Now let me finish writing obscenities on our driveway in multicolored chalk."
unownunown wrote:i've picked up the habit of chainsmoking (delicious marb 27s) while drinking on the weekends so sunday and monday are sometimes about my throat feeling like it's covered in wet felt. poor risk-rewards analysis man, so poor
But did you factor in the fact that smoking makes you look cool? I chainsmoke when I'm at school between classes, used to smoke regularly(like close to pack-a-day), and I kinda know what you're talking about. At the height of my smoking days, I could almost feel the mucus forming a second membrane around the inside of my lungs.
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snipelfritz wrote:My mom asked me if I think I have Asperger's. I said, "I don't know. Now let me finish writing obscenities on our driveway in multicolored chalk."
unownunown wrote:i've picked up the habit of chainsmoking (delicious marb 27s) while drinking on the weekends so sunday and monday are sometimes about my throat feeling like it's covered in wet felt. poor risk-rewards analysis man, so poor
But did you factor in the fact that smoking makes you look cool? I chainsmoke when I'm at school between classes, used to smoke regularly(like close to pack-a-day), and I kinda know what you're talking about. At the height of my smoking days, I could almost feel the mucus forming a second membrane around the inside of my lungs.
so true. a girl came up to me the other day and said she really liked the way i smoked. if i wasn't creepy about watching and noting how other people smoke i would've been weirded out.
i couldn't imagine smoking a pack a day although last weekend i smoked half a pack in a few hours. definitely felt like the mucus was becoming sentient the next day.
mathias wrote:I heard that Tom Dalton read a book on how to grow online communities around your business. But he thought it was too much work so he just created a forum full of alts. You and I are the only real people.
y'all?
so true. a girl came up to me the other day and said she really liked the way i smoked. if i wasn't creepy about watching and noting how other people smoke i would've been weirded out.