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Posted: **Wed Aug 08, 2012 4:23 pm**

phantasmagorovich wrote:
behndy wrote:

Huh?

Remember that pic of my girl with the Squarewave?

doooooooooooooood. you KNOW i'm just talking about me. i have 2 or 3 friends that have kids that i ADORE. because i don't have to deal with anything but the cute part.

your grrL looks like she's AWESOME. 'specially if the noise we're talking about is them banging away on effects pedals. pure. WIN.

i just.... i'm not father material. 'm WAY too selfish.

Posted: **Wed Aug 08, 2012 5:56 pm**

Moustache_Bash wrote:
jfrey wrote:For a moment I totally considered making a site that does nothing but webcast a live video of me when I'm reading a book. That's it. Maybe once in a while I'd look at the camera and say something like "This part right here. This fucking part." but aside from that you'd just see me sitting here reading. Maybe having a beer.

I've been drinking... also reading...

I back this.

Fuck dude, you have to. It'd be some next level shit, kind of like Stefan Segmeister's studio. It's his studio that has the buttons on the floor, right? Damn. You should do it. YES.

Posted: **Wed Aug 08, 2012 8:11 pm**

skullservant wrote:
Moustache_Bash wrote:
jfrey wrote:For a moment I totally considered making a site that does nothing but webcast a live video of me when I'm reading a book. That's it. Maybe once in a while I'd look at the camera and say something like "This part right here. This fucking part." but aside from that you'd just see me sitting here reading. Maybe having a beer.

I've been drinking... also reading...

I back this.

Fuck dude, you have to. It'd be some next level shit, kind of like Stefan Segmeister's studio. It's his studio that has the buttons on the floor, right? Damn. You should do it. YES.

RIGHT ON!
Then we can all get a book, read it all together and watch eachother read it over the laptop at the same time we're reading it!
I'M GAME!

Posted: **Wed Aug 08, 2012 11:25 pm**

Once I stole an entire display case of calculator watches from Walgreens I wore all of them on my forearms at least ten per arm.

Posted: **Wed Aug 08, 2012 11:29 pm**

nineteeneightyfour wrote:Once I stole an entire display case of calculator watches from Walgreens I wore all of them on my forearms at least ten per arm.

Dude, you been hittin' the Richard Scarry books too hard?

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 7:26 am**

i'm having a major depressive episode. i don't think i'm going to be able to get the house ready for me to move by the 17th, which means i'll lose a third of the relocation money they're offering. and my unemployment check didn't arrive, so i have no money at all unless i go sell some equipment tomorrow...i have nothing to smoke, no way to put fuel in the truck, and no way to do anything other than steep in the miserable situation i'm in. i'm having suicidal ideation for the first time in months. i just want everything to STOP and never move again...i can't stand any more change, any more trauma, any more tears.

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 7:30 am**

NOOOOOOOO... YOU CAN MOVE...

You're going for it and the are set backs and all but you have to think BIG PICTURE and chill and it'll all come back...

BREATHE... :hug:

*edit leaf...

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 7:59 am**

PHOENIX MAN! THINK OF THE PHOENIX! HANG ON! :hug:

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 8:15 am**

I think i'm going to take the extra month to get out of here so i can keep from beating myself to death trying to get done by next Friday. i'm seriously going to come undone if i have to keep on going like this.

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 9:01 am**

dubkitty wrote:I think i'm going to take the extra month to get out of here so i can keep from beating myself to death trying to get done by next Friday. i'm seriously going to come undone if i have to keep on going like this.

I remember when I helped move a friend who was battling depression. He called and said that he'd been packing all night. When we got there, he had a single box half-packed in the middle of the room, with everything else exactly where it always was. And he was sitting on the floor staring at the box, almost unable to respond. With five people, it took about nine straight hours to get his apartment disassembled, packed, and out the door.

If you're having a tough time with this, definitely take the extra time. You'll still get 2/3 of the relocation money, so it's not like you've lost it all, and transitions are tough enough even when someone's not in the middle of a depressive episode. It's not worth sending yourself over the edge.

Take the time, take the space, and breathe. We're all sending major mojoz your way, man. :hug:

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 9:41 am**

I,Galactus wrote:
jrmy wrote:Take the time, take the space, and breathe. We're all sending major mojoz your way, man.

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 10:30 am**

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:
I,Galactus wrote:
jrmy wrote:Take the time, take the space, and breathe. We're all sending major mojoz your way, man.

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 10:37 am**

thanks, guys...it means a lot to log on here and see you caring.

:group:

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 11:47 am**

Chankgeez wrote:
Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:
I,Galactus wrote:
jrmy wrote:Take the time, take the space, and breathe. We're all sending major mojoz your way, man.

Posted: **Thu Aug 09, 2012 12:37 pm**

Chankgeez wrote:
Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:
I,Galactus wrote:
jrmy wrote:Take the time, take the space, and breathe. We're all sending major mojoz your way, man.