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sonidero wrote:

nieh wrote:I hate having a big pedalboard.

Your new one is so tiny...

bubstance wrote:After another crisis last night I woke up to... nothing. Again.

I just can't believe it's my birthday. I mean, I received one "happy birthday" today and it was from sonidero, someone I've never met or even talked to. It made me feel good in a way (I mean, it shows that someone took the time to say it), but at the same time it made me realize exactly how little my family and "friends" (of which there are only two) actually care about me. I've been there for every one of their little fights, their problems; every single fucking one.

Oh well. Now I'm just bitching, I suppose. Sorry.

behndy wrote:guh. i hate bitching about it. like Bubsy showed, there's people with real problems.

for the last 5 years she's been living in Japan while i live out here. first to take care of her mom, then to run the family bidness. i can't live out there (have to give up my house i rent for way too cheap and adore, give up the business i'm taking over soon, make nothing out there... i could tutor kids in English for piddling cash), she can't live out here since she's making so much right now, and enjoys her job, here she'd have to start over somewhere. plus i love the people i play music with... my few friends...

i just thought it would be a year, maybe 2 tops when we started this. i'm overjoyed her mom stayed healthy as long as she did and my grrL got to be with her for so long.... but there's no end in sight. and i keep crushing HARD on grrLs, when i don't do that if i'm in a relationship... but it's like being single but NOT. just haven't been happy with that part of my life forever. and everytime we talk nothing gets resolved.

EMOS. i haz them.

alexa. wrote:in other news, I met this girl that's like, everything I ever dreamed of. she spoke my thoughts out before I even started to form a sentence.
and she told me that she's not prepared for that kind of an honest relationship yet.
that was a week ago, we spend two amazing days together, and I can't get her eyes out of my thoughts. (I mean, I can, but I don't want to, they're beautiful T_T)
whatever I'll go talk to her now!

theavondon wrote:Also, for the first time in several months, I feel something towards someone of the opposite sex. It's weird to have feelings.

theavondon wrote:I stopped posting for a while to see if I could do it. And I did. And it didn't impact my life at all. I even kept moving gear. So, I'm back now, I guess.

Also, for the first time in several months, I feel something towards someone of the opposite sex. It's weird to have feelings.

Achtane wrote:Oh Elly, you're so cute and nice but you work at a shitty restaurant and it's not worth a second visit.
I DON'T BLAME YOU, I BLAME APPLEBEES

theavondon wrote:

Achtane wrote:Oh Elly, you're so cute and nice but you work at a shitty restaurant and it's not worth a second visit.
I DON'T BLAME YOU, I BLAME APPLEBEES

Bro, last new years, I went to applebees with this girl, and then we ended up sleeping with each other, and then a few days later she told me she was flying out to Las Vegas to see some guy and that she didn't want to be with me.

STAY AWAY

snipelfritz wrote:Uh you went to Applebees for New Years Eve?

spacelordmother wrote:

alexa. wrote:in other news, I met this girl that's like, everything I ever dreamed of. she spoke my thoughts out before I even started to form a sentence.
and she told me that she's not prepared for that kind of an honest relationship yet.
that was a week ago, we spend two amazing days together, and I can't get her eyes out of my thoughts. (I mean, I can, but I don't want to, they're beautiful T_T)
whatever I'll go talk to her now!

See you in the depression thread next week, bro. However, I empathize.

alexa. wrote:I need to jump on what I feel like doing more often.

Gozu wrote:i have no idea what to get my GF for her birthday

Gozu wrote:i have no idea what to get my GF for her birthday