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Posted: **Tue Sep 13, 2011 11:57 pm**

well, you know, maybe it might work out, maybe it won't. at this point, after less than a week, i'm not prepared to say "don't ever darken my door again." i'm really not rehearsing much of anything to say to her, because all that i'd really have to say is "i fucked up; we both fucked up. i'm sorry. can we start from here? how shall we do that? what do you want? can i give that to you without compromising my soul?"

fortunattely, since i'm all psychiatric and shit, i have Klonopin to help me sleep. which even is better than alcohol for these purposes, because it's no fun at all and doesn't give me the unpredictable mood swings alcohol can do.

Posted: **Tue Sep 13, 2011 11:59 pm**

Do what you gotta do, man.

But, and you know this as well as anyone else here, that's a yes/no answer, and I'd hate to see you struck down by a no.

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 12:02 am**

at this point i'm moving forward with the house and my affairs as if i'm going to have to go it alone; i'm not, however, taking any action which could be considered hostile to her interest other than terminating the overdue cable service in her name so i don't get dinged for the $400 arrearage she didn't pay. i'm not going to sit here for months waiting around for her to make up her mind what to do with her life. and if she does go through with the whole moving-out-her-furniture thing, then i pretty much give up. i went through months of trying to talk my second wife out of the divorce after we'd split; it didn't help; talking to brick walls made of girl is no fun. on the other hand, if she'll try, i'll try.

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 1:02 pm**

ashdown wrote:thats why you soundcheck their faces off

Nah man, acoustic shows are weird. I mean, unless people know your shit, you're pretty much background music. I guess I kinda get that now

Fuck epiphanies, I wanna be ignant in life

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 3:36 pm**

walked out to find a shattered window on my car this morning. :grumpy:

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 4:01 pm**

kaboom wrote:walked out to find a shattered window on my car this morning.

I had my car covered in soda and flour and powdered sugar. Not as bad as a shattered window, but you have my sympathies man, that sucks. If you mess with a man's car, you deserve to die. Don't care who you are

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 4:46 pm**

Fuzzy Fred wrote:Fuck epiphanies, I wanna be ignant in life

Priceless mispelling.

In other news, client meetings are running my life for the forseeable future. Fuck.

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 5:15 pm**

D.o.S. wrote:
Fuzzy Fred wrote:Fuck epiphanies, I wanna be ignant in life

Priceless mispelling.

In other news, client meetings are running my life for the forseeable future. Fuck.

What did I misspell?

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 5:21 pm**

Ignorant. I assume that's what ignant's supposed to be.

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 5:24 pm**

oh lol I got ya

Yeah, I always say ignant instead of ignorant.

I thought you meant epiphanies, because some people other times I wrote it thought I meant epiphones :lol:

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 7:16 pm**

Year-long string of bad luck and not being able to do anything right is showing no signs of letting up.

w00h!

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 8:11 pm**

the beer tasted horrible. and i had to share.

Posted: **Wed Sep 14, 2011 8:15 pm**

My damn band doesn't give me any room to create music, at all. The drummer and the lead guitarist are like "here is the finished song, be sure to pound out a half time root notes every bar, no sycopation, no riffs" RAAAAAAAAAAUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! :mad:

I understand my place in the band, hold down the foundation, but going "bum.........bum..............bum" for 5 minutes is really starting to piss me off. All I want play is a good, non poppy riff, is that too much to ask?