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2011 has fucked my body clock so royally that it doesn't even exist anymore, so I can't even reset it at this point. And I train for my new job tomorrow night then start school the next day. I can't get into my doc even though I need to and I'm too tired all the time to call and reschedule my appointment that I need to make months in advance and blah blah blah

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU---- I just wanna smoke weed and play guitar. I'm tired and stressed and I hate everything.

My friend's constant bitching at me has led me to smoke to calm myself down because I have borderline panic attacks...

Fuzzy Fred wrote:My friend's constant bitching at me has led me to smoke to calm myself down because I have borderline panic attacks...

Put one out in his eye, he'll leave you alone then (I give such terrible life advice).

bob the r0bot wrote:

Fuzzy Fred wrote:My friend's constant bitching at me has led me to smoke to calm myself down because I have borderline panic attacks...

Put one out in his eye, he'll leave you alone then (I give such terrible life advice).

She's a girl... and I don't know why I let it get to me so much, but I do. Then I freak out, and I feel the need to smoke a cigarette to calm myself. I just started like two days ago, and I know I shouldn't smoke, but I didn't find anything else that helps me calm down...

Fuzzy Fred wrote:

bob the r0bot wrote:

Fuzzy Fred wrote:My friend's constant bitching at me has led me to smoke to calm myself down because I have borderline panic attacks...

Put one out in his eye, he'll leave you alone then (I give such terrible life advice).

She's a girl... and I don't know why I let it get to me so much, but I do. Then I freak out, and I feel the need to smoke a cigarette to calm myself. I just started like two days ago, and I know I shouldn't smoke, but I didn't find anything else that helps me calm down...

Reassess your friendship.
If I knew someone who constantly bitched at me, I would refer to them less as "friend" and more as "constant bitch".
After a very short duration, I wouldn't refer to them at all.
I damn sure wouldn't start smoking because I was constantly made to feel like shit by my "friend".
Eventually, you'll look back and wonder why you wasted your time.

The4455 wrote:My brother broke the blender.

I broke one once, broke the glass part, then, while taking the bag I put the pieces in to the trash one part popped out of the bag and slashed my leg... still have the scar....

MiddleEarthCrisis wrote:

Fuzzy Fred wrote:

bob the r0bot wrote:

Fuzzy Fred wrote:My friend's constant bitching at me has led me to smoke to calm myself down because I have borderline panic attacks...

Put one out in his eye, he'll leave you alone then (I give such terrible life advice).

She's a girl... and I don't know why I let it get to me so much, but I do. Then I freak out, and I feel the need to smoke a cigarette to calm myself. I just started like two days ago, and I know I shouldn't smoke, but I didn't find anything else that helps me calm down...

Reassess your friendship.
If I knew someone who constantly bitched at me, I would refer to them less as "friend" and more as "constant bitch".
After a very short duration, I wouldn't refer to them at all.
I damn sure wouldn't start smoking because I was constantly made to feel like shit by my "friend".
Eventually, you'll look back and wonder why you wasted your time.

Well yeah, she just keeps texting and calling and leaving messages bitching and I just let it get to me. I guess the starting smoking thing wasn't just her, but it was in part. I've just had a lot of stress lately, and she usually tops it off

For the past few days everything I play has been absolute garbage, I mean to the point where I was like "why did I buy this amp..."
It was SHIT. The amp sounded nothing like it should have. My pedals were crap and felt even to me like gimmicks. Even holding the bass felt wrong. I was in despair, replaying the events that led me to get all of this equipment.
Tonight the sound is blowing me away. It's fantastic.

Why does this have to happen...

Every show I like get's cancelled.

jfrey wrote:Every show I like get's cancelled.

Start liking ones you hate then maybe those will get cancelled instead

Lol. I think I have raged about this 2 or 3 times on here. Immediately after I find a new show that is awesome and I am temporarily relieved... until I find that that show was cancelled also.

So far I have gone through:

Pushing Daisies,
Better Off Ted,
Reaper,
Sons of Tucson,
Eli Stone,
The Deep End,
The League,

and probably a few others I'm forgetting.

maz91379 wrote:dead like me?

Couldn't get into it. Reaper seemed to me like a much better take on that sort of idea.

Dead like me, I think they maybe casted wrong or something.

oh yeah so this sleeping is apparently pretty useless

it's really funny how well i sleep with my gf in a tiny bed of hers but i have problem getting some energy out of sleeping in my almost king size bed

FUCK EVERYTHING, I HATE THIS WORLD

yes this is my grumpy mood

guess i gotta have some coffee... not happy with starting to drink a cup every day though (even though it's tasty as FUCK)

DarkAxel wrote:oh yeah so this sleeping is apparently pretty useless

it's really funny how well i sleep with my gf in a tiny bed of hers but i have problem getting some energy out of sleeping in my almost king size bed

Yeah, its pretty obvious that "sleeping" with your gf consumes more energy than it gives you back... *zing*

But srsly, try to get a decent schedule and do not do anything exhausting 3 to 4 hours before sleepytime... helped me..