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Apologies to anyone who actually likes TGP, but TGP is so hilarious it's not even funny.

i only ever read that forum for humortainment. it's like Bizarro World for musicians, a place where i seemingly have nothing in common with anyone at all. i can imagine how i'd get killed over there for saying i don't like e.g. Victoria amps (which i think are boring).

agreed.


I haven't had a cigarette in over a month.

I want one. As far as I can tell it's nothing chemical/physiological.

I just want one.

Fuck.

i still want cigarettes regularly, and i quit in 1999. i miss playing with them, sucking on them, tapping the cigarette on the table-top to tamp the tobacco down, all the little rituals that go along with smoking. it gave me things to occupy my time and attention, which helped to alleviate my natural nervousness and ADD tendencies. unfortunately, they started giving me chronic bronchitis so bad that i had to stop.

Fell asleep for half an hour on my knees, torso supported by the bottom of the chair, face smashed against the back of it, with my arm above my head hanging onto the mouse.
CLASSY.
I'm usually in a zombie-like state because the only time I ever feel like doing anything (especially anything creative) is like 2 AM, doesn't matter how early I have to get up.

midnight to three for me. being out of work for eighteen months has totally fucked my body clock.

Dudes I swear I don't even like Jennifer's Body because I'm all OMG MEGAN FOX I just think its a really funny/awesome movie.

I,Galactus wrote:I had a dream I got drunk and slow danced with Iggy Pop last night. It was beautiful.

That would be enough for me to die a happy man.

was he wearing a shirt, or was he shirtless and all sweaty and gross?

I can't stop thinking about gear. I've got a reverb unit on the way and one of two different used amps in the area that will be mine. Problem is, I've got to wait for tax returns and hope they're enough.

And I have a Phantom Ring that would go to the right trade.

I've cried more in the past year of my life compared to what I remember in my twenty years previous. & I think it's saving me.

i should be getting a great honking tax refund. naturally, i'm massively tempted to go on a gear spree even though i have enormous debts i need to retire and i really need to get my truck fixed. the farthest i'm probably going to get is a Rangemaster and a Randy's Revenge, maybe a Jerry Cantrell wah if i feel really adventurous. if i wind up with a big refund, maybe i'll be able to get my 335 fixed at long last.

kbithecrowing wrote:I've cried more in the past year of my life compared to what I remember in my twenty years previous. & I think it's saving me.

Sure? Cuz lately I started feeling like my inability to cry (dunno, it just stops when it starts, instantly) is hurting me in some way :/

alexa. wrote:

kbithecrowing wrote:I've cried more in the past year of my life compared to what I remember in my twenty years previous. & I think it's saving me.

Sure? Cuz lately I started feeling like my inability to cry (dunno, it just stops when it starts, instantly) is hurting me in some way :/

Yeah, I feel like it's cleansing.
Is it a self-conscious thing, stopping right when you start?

I don't know. Think it's some sort of reflex. I still feel like crying strongly, but the tears just back up at one point. It's really a bad feeling when it happens.