ashdown wrote:i've been nauseatingly nervous the last 2 days. i can't sleep. the school i'm applying to for next year sends their decisions out around this time.. i called today to ask about it and and apparently there is a hold on my account preventing me from knowing whether i got in or not (and subsequently whether i should kill myself or not) because of an updated transcript form a school i went to over a year ago.. but the thing is i haven't been to that school in over a year so there is no reason why it needs updating.. and i can only correspond about this through email (would much rather over the phone) and i was able to get a hold of seemingly every single fucking person in admissions except the one i need to talk to.
this is fucked up
Deep breaths, man. I had similar confusions involving college, and thus similar stress and thoughts. What I found out:
1) They do want to help you. People that work at colleges really do give a shit, and, eventually, will come through for you.
2) Stress helps nothing. If you don't make it into this college, so what? You can always keep at it and try again later. After a semester, that college will still be there, and will be even more likely to welcome you. Stressing out and doing something drastic will only make things much, much worse.
So, deep breaths, man. We're all here for you.
well they're going to hold off on their decision until this current semester is done. better than being denied. i feel a lot better, i think just because i know whats up. the unknown factor kills me.
Looks like my band is breaking up. They wanted to change the name so we could move into a more mature state of being, and when I suggested changes to our sound and dumping our cheesy american death metal breakdowns they got butt hurt.
I just want to capture what's in my head, but would like the help of my four closest friends while doing it.
siamesegun wrote:Looks like my band is breaking up. They wanted to change the name so we could move into a more mature state of being, and when I suggested changes to our sound and dumping our cheesy american death metal breakdowns they got butt hurt.
I just want to capture what's in my head, but would like the help of my four closest friends while doing it.
creative differences? u can go in different directions and still be friends
maz91379 wrote:What's up with people fucking with me on the train. Some dude tried to start some shit because i was smiling / he was meth-ed out or some shit. He fucking deliberately made eye contact with me. *sigh* Nothing happened other than him throwing my empty(wooh camera in hand) bag into my chair and bumping into me when we got off but what the fuck. He was all like " THERe ARnt ANY CAMERAS ON THE TRAIN" I think he said something to the effect of goosehead(what does this mean tuffteef or other australian with a knowledge of bogan linguistics) and cunt lots. I might have been more offended if i could understand him.
I come from middle american suburbia i have never seriously been fucked with when i didn't deserve it/ try to agitate someone. I'm the chillest motherfucker ever . Should i just go 135 pound(lol) wrecking ball on the next shank/bottle toting inbred motherfucker out of principle even though im likely to get glassed / shanked by him or his friends. The whole time i had my camera in hand and i was like i wonder if the prism/ lens would hold together if i slammed it into his face. I wonder if that might cave in his face and that would be man slaughter... *double sigh*
I think i need to gain like 20-30 pounds.
cunt is pretty bogan so is the word goose its more of a dad bogan thing though
its half prob cause your white thin and fraile looking
and for gods sake dont make yourself an easy target dont walk around or sit on trains with your cameras ipads whatever and ask to get robbed its easy australia is super ghetto
politics right now are making me question my patriotism. maybe i should move to canada.
like, donald trump running for president is a complete joke and insult to intelligent republicans. i read a lot of stuff from the right about how they don't even take him seriously and he's making them look bad with his birther nonsense, but it doesn't even matter because the fucking average idiots with their minivans, expensive houses, expertly trimmed lawns and shape-ups will still vote for him. people are fucking stupid and they don't even care to not be stupid. and with the way education is looking right now, they're totally going to keep being stupid.
you know the net worth of the 400 richest people in america is more than the net worth of half of americans?
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unownunown wrote:politics right now are making me question my patriotism. maybe i should move to canada.
like, donald trump running for president is a complete joke and insult to intelligent republicans. i read a lot of stuff from the right about how they don't even take him seriously and he's making them look bad with his birther nonsense, but it doesn't even matter because the fucking average idiots with their minivans, expensive houses, expertly trimmed lawns and shape-ups will still vote for him. people are fucking stupid and they don't even care to not be stupid. and with the way education is looking right now, they're totally going to keep being stupid.
you know the net worth of the 400 richest people in america is more than the net worth of half of americans?
Make it your facebook status why dont you....
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My whole life is a shitpost. One. Big. Shit. Post.
mathias wrote:I heard that Tom Dalton read a book on how to grow online communities around your business. But he thought it was too much work so he just created a forum full of alts. You and I are the only real people.
maz91379 wrote:What's up with people fucking with me on the train. Some dude tried to start some shit because i was smiling / he was meth-ed out or some shit. He fucking deliberately made eye contact with me. *sigh* Nothing happened other than him throwing my empty(wooh camera in hand) bag into my chair and bumping into me when we got off but what the fuck. He was all like " THERe ARnt ANY CAMERAS ON THE TRAIN" I think he said something to the effect of goosehead(what does this mean tuffteef or other australian with a knowledge of bogan linguistics) and cunt lots. I might have been more offended if i could understand him.
I come from middle american suburbia i have never seriously been fucked with when i didn't deserve it/ try to agitate someone. I'm the chillest motherfucker ever . Should i just go 135 pound(lol) wrecking ball on the next shank/bottle toting inbred motherfucker out of principle even though im likely to get glassed / shanked by him or his friends. The whole time i had my camera in hand and i was like i wonder if the prism/ lens would hold together if i slammed it into his face. I wonder if that might cave in his face and that would be man slaughter... *double sigh*
I think i need to gain like 20-30 pounds.
No insight on the lingo, nor anything to help with not getting fucked with. I don't tend to be fucked with here in middle americuh.
I just want to give props on your coffee and cigarettes sig.
i've gotta say that i never expected to see the terms "super ghetto" and "Australia" associated in the same sentence. stupid of me given that i read Australian blogs and thus know a bit about urban Oz, but still a strange word string.
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My girlfriend is complaining that I have to work on Friday nights for my new job.
Fact #1: She was fine with it right up until today.
Fact #2: She never wants to do anything Friday nights because she says she is "Too tired from the work week" and usually goes to bed early or naps. In all likelihood she'll be asleep while I'm at work.
Fact #3: We need the money if she's going to go back to school for her masters.
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Well.... anybody that was upset by my recent absence can rest easy...i got fired today. Thats right friends i got fired, and you want to know why? Well ill be happy to tell you. I wasnt approving parts that werent up to quality guidelines. Thats right. I was doing my job. GO RIGHT TO WORK STATE.
D.o.S. wrote:Yeah I have a Godsmack shirt
jwar wrote:Not to be a dick or anything but My Bloody Valentine sucks ass.
My whole life is a shitpost. One. Big. Shit. Post.
dubkitty wrote:i've gotta say that i never expected to see the terms "super ghetto" and "Australia" associated in the same sentence. stupid of me given that i read Australian blogs and thus know a bit about urban Oz, but still a strange word string.
weirdly it is theres sooooo many areas that are like dangerous
such as the block which is pretty much a slumland ghetto standing around a flaming trash can type of biz
this is in sydney though which is cunt city which is fine somewhat compared to nyc melbs is fine, melbs is more arty cafe de fagio city brisvegas is like this cool city packed with young bands and underage sluzzas
