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Hahaha we are still on okay terms so I might give that a miss
It was about as 'mutual' as it could be and it was the right thing to do before the relationship got really shit
Still fucking weird and a big adjustment though

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blindrabbit wrote:Fuck the motherfuckers who tried to steal my truck last night. Because it uses chipped keys, they weren't able to take it, which is good. However, now I have to replace the drilled out driver's side door lock and the ignition column, all of which will most certainly fall below my insurance deductible, thus meaning I'm out of pocket for the money.

If you are going to be a criminal, at least be good at it you assholes. Don't try to steal trucks you can't end up taking. At least if they had taken it then I could have made a claim and got something new. I hate that they are making me think that way, because that's bullshit to even consider that. Bah.

shitty to hear dude. hope things work out .. and you don't have to pay much - or Anything.

Thanks man. Less bitter now after having a few days to cool off. Looks like I'll be out $300, which means no Silver Rose for me right away.

Fuck thieves, but in this case particularly bike thieves... I care less about my old Trek than my girl's brand fucking new bike...

fever606 wrote:Fuck thieves, but in this case particularly bike thieves... I care less about my old Trek than my girl's brand fucking new bike...

I was on holiday on Rottnest (it's a small island filled with quokkas, dead indigenous people and military installations) and pretty much the only good way to get around is ride. My bike got stolen a day in and was found three days later ~30m off the coast. In the ocean.

I need to stop cruising craigslist casual encounters sections

everything fucking sucks

Saw my surgeon yesterday and he wants to operate again.
Not the worst thing ever but I am about to start uni prac and really cannot take the time off from it or drop the unit as I will forfeit the course.
Trying not to shit myself to death with anxiety about either dropping out of my course and wasting the past 18 months or losing the vision in my right eye.

Oh, the fucking joys.

So yeah.

Everything fucking sucks.

fuuuuck, that's rough man, sorry to hear. Keep us posted.

You can't just explain to the school "my choice right now is to either dropping out of my course and wasting the past 18 months or losing the vision in my right eye, what can we do about it?"

Colleges are universally monolithic and evil but professors tend to be fairly sympathetic to that sort of thing.

Twangasaurus wrote:

fever606 wrote:Fuck thieves, but in this case particularly bike thieves... I care less about my old Trek than my girl's brand fucking new bike...

I was on holiday on Rottnest (it's a small island filled with quokkas, dead indigenous people and military installations) and pretty much the only good way to get around is ride. My bike got stolen a day in and was found three days later ~30m off the coast. In the ocean.

I don't think my bike is gonna end up in the Potomac, but fuck if I wouldn't be surprised...

Both bikes were locked up in a public spot (yeah, none of those guys are gonna be "witnesses", though) directly underneath a Metro security camera... I filed a police report last night (after getting the "scenic route" cab ride home - that's another rage face entirely) so while I really have zero faith the bikes will turn up, hopefully PD can at least get an idea of who did this and stop it from happening to someone else...

Iommic Pope wrote:Saw my surgeon yesterday and he wants to operate again.
Not the worst thing ever but I am about to start uni prac and really cannot take the time off from it or drop the unit as I will forfeit the course.
Trying not to shit myself to death with anxiety about either dropping out of my course and wasting the past 18 months or losing the vision in my right eye.

Oh, the fucking joys.

So yeah.

Everything fucking sucks.

There's not some legal clause that would excuse your absence due to medical reasons? That's a shitty situation, but I mean, it's your eye versus a course that could be retaken again. Also, what are the odds that you can get a cyborg eye someday that won't cost as much as an entire college tuition or whatever? Best of luck, man

listening to MBV playing "Please Lose Yourself in Me" and wishing fervently for something or someone to lose myself in. i'm sick and tired of me, you know. there's always this underlying unhappiness that i can't get away from. and the only thing i have to say on ILF is "i suck." i miss being involved.

Time for a bitch. Fuck this year so far.

So I'm probably going to kicked out of university again because I can barely even start my fucking assignments because I'm so depressed and when I do it's like pulling teeth because I think everything I write sucks and feel the need to make endless pointless revisions. Oh and my anxiety is so bad it feels like I'm on the edge of throwing up constantly. It's not like I'm actually stupid, It'd be easy enough to accept it if I was but it wasn't always this bad and when I do hand stuff in I'm a distinction average student but I'm really stuck in a rut. I can't study, I sure as fuck can't work so what the hell am I going to do with myself for the next half year? If I was actually making progress with my problems I could probably swallow it but my meds aren't doing shit and I'm changing therapist again pretty soon. Funnily enough I'm actually not that suicidal which is fairly rare even when I think I'm doing "well". I'm just fucking angry and bone tired of putting up with my brains stupid bullshit. I don't even need to be happy, I would settle for just being a functional member of society. Like, being able to work and be self-sufficient or leave the house when friends invite me somewhere or be in a relationship or lose some fucking weight or stop have horrible dreams of crushing my own head in a bench vice and have blood and brains spew from the split where my face was. It's so retarded but sometimes I really do feel resentment towards my parents for giving life to such a clusterfuck or having people in my life that would actually care if I killed myself. I ain't worth crying over but they don't seem to see that. I don't know what they see in me at all.

Blleeehhhhhhhhhhhhh. Fuck all the stuffs.

weed_killer wrote:fuuuuck, that's rough man, sorry to hear. Keep us posted.

Will do.

D.o.S. wrote:You can't just explain to the school "my choice right now is to either dropping out of my course and wasting the past 18 months or losing the vision in my right eye, what can we do about it?"

Colleges are universally monolithic and evil but professors tend to be fairly sympathetic to that sort of thing.

My faculty are pretty good. When I saw them yesterday while I was briefly on campus they basically just said proceed and we'll cross that bridge when you come to it. They want me to pass so that was reassuring.
The problem is this is my last year to finish my course as it is the final year it is being offered. They've switched over to a new program and apparently the two aren't compatable. So I can't even jump ship and slide into the new program.
Basically, if my eye doesn't play nice, I'm screwed.

gunslinger_burrito wrote:There's not some legal clause that would excuse your absence due to medical reasons? That's a shitty situation, but I mean, it's your eye versus a course that could be retaken again. Also, what are the odds that you can get a cyborg eye someday that won't cost as much as an entire college tuition or whatever? Best of luck, man

The best I can do if surgery interferes is withdraw from the unit with no academic or financial penalty. I still fail to complete the degree, though.
Fuck, if a cyborg eye was an option I'd be lasering kids asses everywhere.
"Did you do your friggin homework, Carruthers?! NO!?"
"You can't swear at m-"
ZAP!
"ARGH!"
That's right, Carruthers! Reading, writing and wrecking your ass with my laser eye!"

I'm trying to be all zen about it and I know I'll find sometihng else to do with my life if this all goes pear shaped, but it still pisses me off after how hard I've worked and all the shit I've overcome.
Fuckin journey, man.

Twang, you're a good bloke, the anxiety depression spiral sucks. The reason you can't get any work done is because your lower brain has switched on the flight mechanism and is burning all your energy and resources on survival mode.
Hang in there, chief.