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I just can't, anymore. I just can't. Nothing sounds good, nothing tastes good.

Still have nothing to do at work. It's not so bad just sitting on the internet all day but fuck I'm bored. Every time I do research and come up with ideas or projects, no ones around that can really support me or give me the ok. I was on Tinder for like and hour and a half straight yesterday, and I don't even like Tinder.

Also have the most confusing relationship with this girl that I've been seeing since the Spring. We used to hang out, talk and have a fair amount of sex. Now I'll just see her once every week or two but she still kisses me like we are dating or something, no sex though. So weird, every time I ask her about where we stand she just kind of avoids it. I've got enough shit going on that it doesn't bug me at all, I'm just confused.

i'm so overwhelmed by the stuff i have to deal with.

I might not get funding and, if that's the case, I'll have to defer my PhD admission for at least a year

I hate it when youtube vids has a image in the preview link that is not in the vid, DON'T PUT A COOL IMAGE IN THERE AND THEN HAVE A WHOLE 20 MINUTES OF BORING PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT BEING LAMESASS TWATS IN FROUND OF A WEB CAM!

Mudfuzz wrote:I hate it when youtube vids has a image in the preview link that is not in the vid, DON'T PUT A COOL IMAGE IN THERE AND THEN HAVE A WHOLE 20 MINUTES OF BORING PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT BEING LAMESASS TWATS IN FROUND OF A WEB CAM!

That shit bugs me to no end. And those videos always have mostly likes and no thumbs down (which wasn't the case a few years ago, when you could at least trust fellow viewers to have your same interests in mind).

Wes Mantooth wrote:Still have nothing to do at work. It's not so bad just sitting on the internet all day but fuck I'm bored. Every time I do research and come up with ideas or projects, no ones around that can really support me or give me the ok. I was on Tinder for like and hour and a half straight yesterday, and I don't even like Tinder.

I say just start your project --it's not like they have given you anything else to do. Best piece of advice I got from an old colleague was "Do it. Don't ask for permission. If needed you can ask for forgiveness."

so they put me on Welbutrin--ANOTHER drug to go with the four meds i take daily--and it seems, like most things, to have positives and negatives. long story short, it makes me feel speedy to a slightly uncomfortable extent. i'm really tired of trying this thing and that...the last six months have been a blur of changing medications and dosages, but i'm still the same brokenhearted person i was when i started, maybe just a little more stable.

Ugh, walked out of the door this morning, look at my car, hey I've got a flat! Woo. So there's that bill, plus the service coming up... Then my MOT is only like 2 months away... ughhhhh

Owning a car is great until suddenly it hits you right in the wallet.

At least maybe my insurance will go down next year? Please?

That crappy feeling when most of the actually interesting-sounding girls on online dating already seem to have way more interesting lives. "So hey, girl, you wanna hang out with a really unexciting kind of guy or what?"

Burrito, you gotta turn that shit around. Ask em to show you a good time, have some fun.

Then, because you're an artist (and women love that), tell them that you create for fun and you can ask em if they'd model for you....you can get em naked and dressed up like Kali....teach em about tantra....

Iommic Pope wrote:Burrito, you gotta turn that shit around. Ask em to show you a good time, have some fun.

Then, because you're an artist (and women love that), tell them that you create for fun and you can ask em if they'd model for you....you can get em naked and dressed up like Kali....teach em about tantra....

sounds like a plan!

the ants found the cat food dish

I'm at a strip club with $1 beers, but I'm on antibiotics so I can't drink much. Also, this is my first time at a strip club..... I kinda hate everything right now

wfs1234 wrote:I'm at a strip club with $1 beers, but I'm on antibiotics so I can't drink much. Also, this is my first time at a strip club..... I kinda hate everything right now

Throw $1 beers at the strippers to liven the place up.