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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 4:55 am
by ryan summit
dubkitty wrote:finally going off to the county clinic tomorrow to get one of my meds renewed. i hate it when i run out, because it makes me extremely uncomfortable and likely to go off on major rage tangents at the drop of a chapeau. i've been spending the last 24 hours trying not to rip people a new asshole on line.

but i hate having to take them, too...i deeply, deeply resent having to have my brain controlled. the problem is that if i don't take them i fall apart and become suicidally depressed and utterly non-functional.

i'm having another period when i just don't want to be here any more.


ohhhh DK
my first instinct
is to say itll be alright
and tough it out kiddo
but thats probably the last thing
you wanna hear right now
wall mart greetings
are like nails on a chalkboard
if im going to pick up my meds
and ive been out for a couple days
wanna throw up at the guys feet
stand back and watch him slip in it
and while hes layin there
all pukey and broken hipped
tell him if he tells me to have a nice day
ever again
next puke
im gonna punch both my fists in his butthole
rip his sphinxter wide open like a shopping bag
and make my next vomiposit into his gaping crapsnatch
but as my rx is dissolving under my tounge
and i leave that godforfucked place
i say,ohhh you too,sir
like im surprised he was nice enough to acknowledge me
for the nine thousanth time
i feel you pain bro
i hate this fuckin place sometimes too
at least hate being a rational human being in it

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 5:12 am
by goosekevin
I'm just really grumpy and down lately, I think I need to start seeing a counselor again
I'm really fuckin stressed about going back to school in a week
I just feel like having a big fuzzy jam

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 9:56 am
by backwardsvoyager
tomlane95 wrote:I'm just really grumpy and down lately, I think I need to start seeing a counselor again
I'm really fuckin stressed about going back to school in a week
I just feel like having a big fuzzy jam

Counseling or at least talking to other people about shit is a good idea man, I had depression through most of high school and really regret just holding it in the whole time, turned me into a miserable outcast sucker.
Also, school shouldn't get in the way of the fuzzy jamz, there's always time for that :joy:

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 7:29 pm
by goosekevin
backwardsvoyager wrote:
tomlane95 wrote:I'm just really grumpy and down lately, I think I need to start seeing a counselor again
I'm really fuckin stressed about going back to school in a week
I just feel like having a big fuzzy jam

Counseling or at least talking to other people about shit is a good idea man, I had depression through most of high school and really regret just holding it in the whole time, turned me into a miserable outcast sucker.
Also, school shouldn't get in the way of the fuzzy jamz, there's always time for that :joy:



Yeah dude, I'm on anti-d's and was seeing someone and I think I need to go back
Fuzzy jamz would be good if I had people to fuzzy jam with. My band don't really like fuzz :(

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 10:54 pm
by dubkitty
ryan summit wrote:ohhhh DK...


:hug:

I'M 2 LEGIT
2 LEGIT 2 KWIT

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 11:30 pm
by Andrew
Why do some online stores just suck?

Don't message you if there is a problem, refund money without telling you and then when you inquire about what's going on they make it out like its your fault for not knowing.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 1:13 pm
by ryan summit
my truck wont start
what else can i say
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
more bullshit

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 5:00 pm
by Josh Pelican
One of the pedals I shipped out to the USA got lost in transit. Trying to open a claim with Canada Post is fucking frustrating as hell.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 6:58 pm
by DarkAxel
i'm playing a show tomorrow and i feel pretty sloppy :( like... good with powerchords and with drop d and stuff, hell, even great... but more advanced stuff seems to just escape me today... and that's basically all of our songs :D and the show tomorrow is pretty important :(

also... i've seen Perfect Sense

that's a third film i wept to, it was absolutely heaps too much

the first two were Forrest Gump (obviously) and Click (fuck you, i come from a broken family)

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 7:01 pm
by phantasmagorovich
DarkAxel wrote:also... i've seen Perfect Sense

that's a third film i wept to, it was absolutely heaps too much

the first two were Forrest Gump (obviously) and Click (fuck you, i come from a broken family)



Have you ever seen eternal sunshine of the spotless mind?
Shit, man, I started weeping about 15 minutes in and could not stop.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 10:55 pm
by D.o.S.
It's -7 outside. The high tomorrow will be -1. And I have to be outside. All. Day.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 11:29 pm
by Almonds
sounds like you need to move

i had to be outside and it was like 15 and i wanted to kill myself

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 11:34 pm
by dubkitty
I had to use a portable gas can to refill my truck when i ran out of gas yesterday. it was nine fucking degrees, and by the time i was done ( i couldn't wear my gloves and operate the rather arcane safety catches on the can) i swear to God i thought my fingernails were going to fall off.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 11:35 pm
by dubkitty
then i saw on the weather report that the high in San Francisco was going to be 60 degrees. i literally broke down and cried.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2013 11:40 pm
by theavondon
I was on a porch after work enjoying a break with my coworkers. It was about 68.