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I hid a bottle of Bullet bourbon in my gear lock box tonight.

Im just drinking beer. spent $32 on the whiskey, but I know myself. ILL DRINK THE WHOLE BOTTLE TONIGHT AND SCREAM BLOODY MURDER AND WAKE UP EVERYONE IN THE APT COMPLEX. Im far beyond the drunk line. ready to killl and fuck line. eating shit and pissing wine smell line. never die cause id be a pussy cunt hair line.

I should stop everything. Im destroying myself for no reason

I really want an ab-synth fuzz tho. thats a good reason for living.

Pulling sort of a bender, was smoking herb on and off all night, and taking benzos. I played some Civ 3 and installed/played a bit of Battle for Middle Earth 2 until I got sick of how slow my mom's laptop runs. The game runs fine, but stuff like opening the control panel literally takes minutes.

So I'm doing a full system scan which will be hours I'm sure. Now I find myself wondering how early the liquor store is open.

I don't understand people who turn into assholes when they're drunk.
They must be assholes on the inside. They are probably the people who tailgate you even though they could clearly just change lanes and go past you.
I feel productive and creative while drunk.

My thread...

Trees and Grolsch make me super productive...

My ears ring more when I'm drunk. Maybe tinnitus becomes more pronounced.
Most of the bands that have made my ears ring weren't even that hot. It was stupid of me. Now I wear earplugs to shows.
Ain't give a damn. I'm not losing my hearing at 25 for your mediocre band, man.

You're just moar aware of things and it's the blood rushing through your ears and when you drink it's faster and sometimes it resonates...

Iam always stoned out of my mind when i'm on here. 20mg of valium when i wake up and 1mg or 2mg of Klonopin as the day melts away.....

Uncle Grandfather wrote:Iam always stoned out of my mind when i'm on here. 20mg of valium when i wake up and 1mg or 2mg of Klonopin as the day melts away.....

Right there with ya

Except mine is 450mg of Bupropion to start, get stoned at night after I've done some work on my term paper, then as I'm smoking take 50mg of Trazadone to knock me out.


Got a Da Budha Vaporizer today. This thing is just great. Not as many cool features as the more expensive tabletop units but it's simple and does the job

I can't stop listening to Cleric right now, death metal is just resonating with me right now. Just played this chain for a bit:

Frequency Central Delay-->Death Dealer-->Mobius-->Multiplex-->Downward Spiral-->Eterna

That shit was so fun, Downward Spiral into the Eterna makes for some cool sounds

Wes Mantooth wrote:

Uncle Grandfather wrote: Just played this chain for a bit:

i read that as "just played this chair for a bit...thinking whoa, he is high.

New Hash Pipe/Warlock is... And rightly named for a change, the hell is Pineapple Cheese???

I think I am a weird person in that when I get really stoned and listen to music in the dark I almost always close my eyes and have weird visions.

One of the first was a portait of Jake Gyllenhaal who slowly turned into what looked like a homeless cartoon rabbit. Then the rabbits face just melted off, leaving only the skeleton.


I figure if weed does this to me, I can't wait to try DMT (which will be in just a couple weeks!)

Yep, I'm defintely drunk. Feelsgood. I love you guys.

Getting fucking classy. Cinnamon tea spiked with Lemon and Tequila. I can already feel it.

I bought a 12 pack of beer because I thought my friend was gonna come over but he didn’t and I drank them all