The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[nieh]

Only got a few ours of sleep and I feel like shit. work isn't going to be very fun. oh well.

[The4455]

Gym class, why can't you just be fun?

Last year my school got a huge gov't grant for or physical education program and they went bat shit crazy with it. I took the gym class called "Adventure Education." We went kayaking in the school pool and got to use a huge rock wall they put in for a few weeks.

anywho, the reason I'm in this thread. Ever since I started taking prozac, (only about a week) I've been getting the worst headaches everyday, which is unusual for me. I never get headaches unless I either hit my head or go to a long concert. Also, its made my insomnia even worse, and I've been getting up more frequently during the night.

I know a few people here take prozac, so any feedback is great.

My theory is that its just my body reacting to it and that I'll get used to it, but I don't know. I'm having most of the side effects, but before I go see the doc again I wanted to know if it was normal.

Yah, my school has Adventure Ed. too, we've had it for a while though.

[greyscales]

I tried to go to a coffee shop to get some schoolwork done but every loud, social person on campus seems to flock there and take every open seat.
Guess I'm staying in this week.

[snipelfritz]

at being 22 and still living with my parents.

"Yes I had a single beer at band practice. No I didn't drive. Don't lash out at me like a fucking pitbull hours after I've gotten home and you somehow think you smell something."

[bongoben]

Doing sound for another hip hop show... yeah. I could do without these nights.

[bdunlap]

Drank a shit ton of coffee at like 7 pm which was a stupid idea. Now I'm too awake to sleep and too groggy to do anything.

[BitchPudding]

Annoyed with fucking everyone, why wont people leave me the fuck alone when I dont wanna talk?

[ryan summit]

now this^
just might be the worst
feeling in the world
until you tell everyone to fuck off
and they start talking shit
behind your back

[phantasmagorovich]

Tired of waiting for a phonecall. I am too old to play these games. Go away and leave me to an life of educated, adult loneliness. Fare well, sweet stereoheart. Fare well, sweet memory of days long gone. Fare well and rot to pieces.

Now call, yes?

[sonidero]

Annoyed with fucking everyone, why wont people leave me the fuck alone when I dont wanna talk?

But you have a Thread about being a chatterbox...

Tired of waiting for a phonecall. I am too old to play these games. Go away and leave me to an life of educated, adult loneliness. Fare well, sweet stereoheart. Fare well, sweet memory of days long gone. Fare well and rot to pieces.

Now call, yes?

That's so German...

[RR Bigman]

dropped phone in shitter, after taking a nice long morning piss. Popped out the battery post haste, spent half an hour looking for my tiny screwdriver set to open it up for a prompt blowdrying. a section of the board is pretty corroded from a previous aqueous adventure that seems to have left my phone unable to detect when the charger isn't plugged in...thinking it might be some sort of voltage regulation chips that are all gunked up...or maybe memory or something. Anyways, phone works now, but I think the batter is fried because it won't hold a charge more than a few hours. not that androids are noted for their battery life.

[kbit]

The drastic changes in my emotional state really bothers me. I feel like I might need to go on meds again, but I feel hesitancy towards going through that whole process and therapy again. I usually enjoy therapy but the last bit I did gave me the impression that it doesn't make much of a lasting difference anymore. & I don't like the idea of needing drugs to "lead a normal life". But who knows, it could all be different this time. Or not. I don't know. I just don't want my life to feeling meaningless anymore. Not that I always feel that way, but when I do it's hard to escape.

[snipelfritz]

Normal lives don't exist and neither does a life without drugs. Living without the influence of outside substances is impossible. Any other distinctions between what substances are and are not "drugs" and the morality or necessity of such is arbitrary.

So put that stigma shit behind you and down some benzos!

But really if you think meds will help, they might be worth a shot.

[Achtane]

The drastic changes in my emotional state really bothers me. I feel like I might need to go on meds again, but I feel hesitancy towards going through that whole process and therapy again. I usually enjoy therapy but the last bit I did gave me the impression that it doesn't make much of a lasting difference anymore. & I don't like the idea of needing drugs to "lead a normal life". But who knows, it could all be different this time. Or not. I don't know. I just don't want my life to feeling meaningless anymore. Not that I always feel that way, but when I do it's hard to escape.

Although I haven't been to therapy (yet?), I feel that I can totally relate otherwise.



I've been thinking about things from the viewpoint of an "outside observer", and by approaching it that way you realize that EVERYTHING IS FUCKIN' CRAZY.
TREES. ARE FUCKING...THIS SHIT IS GROWING OUT OF THE GROUND
AND WHAT IS THE GROUND, MAN
I'M NOT EVEN STONED
When I'm going down the highway, I picture it as it was before, you know, it was a highway.
AS I'M CAREENING DOWN THE HIGHWAY IN A FUCKIN' METAL BOX AT A SPEED THAT COULD MEAN INSTANT DEATH AT ANY MOMENT.
I don't know why I even went off on that little tangent but it seemed related at the moment.

[kbit]

I'm not sure how related it is but I definitely feel what you're saying. I've definitely thought about those kind of things.
I like that image, with or without the text.

Another tangent: it's too bad we live in different states. I feel like you and I could be dudes and have dude talks about life and pretzels.