all i want in life is a place to live that fits me, work to do that's worthy of respect, a quiet place to live with my kitty, and some friends around who i care about and who care about me. maybe, if i get really lucky, a female partner who won't walk away and leave me devastated as they tend to do. is that so much to ask when you're about to turn fifty-seven?
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet
I like being drunk way more than being not-drunk. When I'm drunk, I like...enjoy things again, and feel productive again. But I only get drunk a coupla times a month, so it's in check.
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sonidero wrote:Roll a plus 13 for fire and with my immunity to wack I dodge the cough and pass a turn to chill and look at these rocks...
kbithecrowing wrote:Making out with my girl friday night, I couldn't stop thinking about flangers.
dubkitty wrote:all i want in life is a place to live that fits me, work to do that's worthy of respect, a quiet place to live with my kitty, and some friends around who i care about and who care about me. maybe, if i get really lucky, a female partner who won't walk away and leave me devastated as they tend to do. is that so much to ask when you're about to turn fifty-seven?
This pretty much describes everything I want out of life, so I certainly hope it isn't too much to ask
pretty sure my tolerance for valium has gone up i'm already taking 20mgs a day....my docs not a croaker or anything but i'm sure he'll up my dosage. i'm just worried i'm already addicted cause i know they is some hell to come off of, and if the dosage keep going higher.....uggggh. already kicked 13 years of alcoholism, don't want to have to battle them demons again.
Uncle Grandfather wrote:pretty sure my tolerance for valium has gone up i'm already taking 20mgs a day....my docs not a croaker or anything but i'm sure he'll up my dosage. i'm just worried i'm already addicted cause i know they is some hell to come off of, and if the dosage keep going higher.....uggggh. already kicked 13 years of alcoholism, don't want to have to battle them demons again.
klonopin still kickkin though, so that's cooool.
valium while slightly addictive is not so bad, i have a horribly addictive personalty (3 packs a day etc.) and i was hooked on valium for awhile (took it for anxiety) the great thing about it is its impossible to od (my dad ate 600 of them once in an attempted suicide, he just had a blast and memory loss for 2 weeks. never seen someone so depressed than so happy lol of course he didnt remember being happy lol) and to be honest out of every drug ive been hooked on valium was the easiest to come off of and i was eating almost 10-15 blue 10mgs a day. took it regularly for 3 years and when i stopped i didnt even think twice about doing it again. no cravings or anything besides mental cravings for brain fuzziness. where as pot/ciggs/alch i freak the fuck out in 10 hours of not doing. if its helping you than 20 mgs a day really isnt that bad. esp if your spacing it out 5 mgs throughout the day
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fishtankdork wrote: esp if your spacing it out 5 mgs throughout the day
thanks for the insight. I actually take two 10mg every morning. and by mid day i take 1-2 mg klonopin. I knew people were given scripts for much higher than what I'm taking, but I try to play it safe after years of...everything. These benzos are basically just a band-aid for some heavy form of anxiety. I'm on a heavy dose of lithium and latuda just to make it through the day. I was on seroquel but it just squelched any creative thoughts and I put on 60 lbs in about four months. kinda sucks being ill.