maz91379 wrote:Not to " pussy bleed" all over you guys and such but i rather vent here than to people i know. Feeling a bit overwhelmed by life feel like im going to somehow manage to fuck up my two classes im taking this semester( im putting off assignments that are rapidly approaching), I have no idea what im going to do with my life after i finish school, i need a job that is more interesting to me and that i can make bank in, I need to find something that interests me in general, i need to meet more people i actually enjoy spending time with and are in similar situations, and idk . I feel strange.
I know it sucks because semesters are so long and if you're having a semester where you're not very interested in things it can feel like you're stuck. At least that was my experience at times. Just truck through and expand your experiences when you can. Some random club meeting you've never heard of? Do it. A class you could sign up for that sounds interesting but you're not sure about it? Do it. A chance to hang out with people you wouldn't normally get to? Do it.
At least do them to the extent that it won't affect you negatively as a person or with classwork. But all those kind of experiences have definitely helped me in the past. A lot of them showed me what I didn't want to do, but some of them peaked my interest and following those leads led me to a better place. It took a long fucking time for that to happen for me, but the openness to experiences made it happen eventually.
As with the procrastination, find a way to clear your mind of stress/anxiety, then remove distractions, then sit down and get shit done.
For me it's usually that simple even though I may not think so at the time.
That stuck feeling has driven me absolutely crazy in the past; if you're feeling anything like I have I know how heavy that is. Persistence really can pay off, even if it feels useless. Hang in there, man
