Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Sat Jul 28, 2012 5:35 pm
snipelfritz wrote:It kinda sucks not having ANYTHING to do before 5 pm. I just lay in bed until three.
I don't have any motivation whatsoever.
I'm like this if I don't have a project to work on. Everything else seems to improve when I'm trying to get something finished. If I have nothing to do, it's zombie mode. If I have nothing to do and have all the time in the world, it doesn't matter, I'm still not gonna practice a language or work on my playing or sort school jank out or even try to leave the house or...whatever. Just keep buying pedal and guitar parts. They're a fuel source. A short-term motivation boost, anyway. I'm still often directionless. Also going to sleep before the normal time of 2-4AM seems to help yr mood out.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Tue Jul 31, 2012 10:45 am
yesterday i was sick and i'm still sick today. i had yesterday and today off work and i was all like 'woo i'm going to accomplish so much' but really i can't do anything but lay in bed, drink ginger ale, and sleep. i hope i feel better before tomorrow.
also my grandparents found a senior's retreat/assisted living place they really liked but it's out of their reach financially. the ones they can afford suck. my grandmother's dementia is getting really bad and my grandfather's blind, so they won't be able to live alone for much longer. especially because my mom's thinking of making a cross-state move in the next couple of years.