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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Thu May 23, 2019 12:04 pm

Andrew wrote:Had to put down my pup, her Lymph nodes grew too large for her to eat and had trouble breathing properly. For someone who survived Parvo and eating snail pellets, what a fucking trooper.

:hug:

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri May 24, 2019 2:11 am

Apparently somebody in Germany is having fun with the Woozy I shipped one month ago and never got delivered. Now going through all the complain process with DHL, hope at least to get my money back.
Anger doesn't even get close to what I feel now. :mad:

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri May 24, 2019 12:30 pm

So after paying my ticket twice now, going to court to get he suspension lifted, faxing in my receipt to the tn department of homeland security because the local gov sent the notice I'd paid in late, my license is still suspended and I got another ticket. Jesus fuck I am drowning in this shit.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri May 31, 2019 9:20 pm

I'm tired of weekly mass shootings.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Sat Jun 01, 2019 4:52 am

I don’t know if I hate my job, if I hate the work I do, or if I just hate myself so I hate doing anythjng

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri Jun 21, 2019 12:30 pm

Achtane wrote:I'm tired of weekly mass shootings.


Yeah, me too. I'm also tired of people not looking at ourselves and our society to see what is aiding/contributing to people taking the route to kill people and themselves. That is too hard, too much work. Instead people just say "guns, bad, lets get rid of them."

I don't own a gun nor have I ever fired one, but I don't just buy into certain arguments because they come from certain political parties, ideological leanings. I'm not saying you do, I'm saying the gun debate (or what should be a discussion) is governed by emotions and bad reasoning.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri Jun 21, 2019 12:42 pm

I agree with you. But you know, "it's complicated". Still, I get so pissed when someone ends up a killer and there were warning signs all along, but parents/teachers/psychiatrists who saw did absolutely nothing.

On a less serious note, I'm sick of playing in a band that's going nowhere and being just an enabler of turgid, aimless rock with too many effects (yeah, I said it, TOO MANY EFFECTS).

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Fri Jun 21, 2019 4:28 pm

frodog wrote:I agree with you. But you know, "it's complicated". Still, I get so pissed when someone ends up a killer and there were warning signs all along, but parents/teachers/psychiatrists who saw did absolutely nothing.

On a less serious note, I'm sick of playing in a band that's going nowhere and being just an enabler of turgid, aimless rock with too many effects (yeah, I said it, TOO MANY EFFECTS).


Yeah, I totally agree.


While I’m not in a band I feel you about too many effects. It is totally, or can be, an issue.



I’ve been busy and had no time to work on music.

It’s annoying I haven’t met any musical partners to work on material with.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Mon Jun 24, 2019 8:59 pm

My fiancee's car got backed into by a garbage truck. She was right in front of him, theres no reason that he couldn't have seen the car. Its bullshit.

Shes ok, Satan be praised. But now we have to deal with replacing a car thats now a total loss and have to deal with insurance companies, something nether os us have had to do before.

It'll be ok. I keep telling myself that. Im just stressed is all. So is she.

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Tue Jun 25, 2019 1:48 am

I bought some tools on eBay five days ago, and the only reason I even went there is because they were slightly cheaper and with free shipping, but the fucker hasn't shipped them out yet. I tried to just cancel the order but ebay says it's too late.

If they had told me it would be a day or two, that wouldn't have been a problem, but now it's like, where's my shit, man?

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Tue Jun 25, 2019 5:36 pm

He probably thought it was going to be considerably less expensive to ship.. tools are heavy

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Tue Jun 25, 2019 7:24 pm

It's just a few wood gouges, though :cry:

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Tue Jun 25, 2019 8:45 pm

So an update: the car will be fixable, Satan be praised. we're just trying to contact insurance companies n such.

now I'm just pissed that this stressed out MissPudding so much. :(

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Tue Jun 25, 2019 9:03 pm

That blows dude. But yay! Did it damage anything besides the body?

Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread

Wed Jun 26, 2019 3:57 pm

Achtane wrote:That blows dude. But yay! Did it damage anything besides the body?

basically, the drivers side corner of the truck got tore up. So the lights are fucked on that side and theres hole, but our mechanic says he can fix it.

Situation finally resolved today tho. We got in touch with their insurance today, they said we're at fault and they're not gonna pay for shit. Which honestly, the repair is gonna be cheap so it doesnt really matter to us anymore. So thats that.

Now I'm dealing with the usual thoughts of inadequacy that bounce through my head plus bad parenting shit.

Basically, my kid was lying down right where I needed to walk. Didn't see him, got mad and yelled, he got upset, MissPudding got upset, and I couldn't handle it. So I ran out to my outdoor studio and thats where I am now sobbing my eyes out.

I just wish I wasn't like this. So irritable, so angry, so sad. I just wanna curl up into a ball and disappear.

I feel more and more everyday like I wasn't ment for this life. I dunno if its society, my brain or what, but something just doesn't feel compatible with me existing. I feel like an anomaly in my own skin.

The only thing thats ever made sense is playing music. The only thing thats never hurt me is playing music. At the end of the day, thats really all I have I guess.
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