The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[kbit]

At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.

Le sigh.

I know that feel, bro. Just change "4 months" to "5 years." It's not like I'm still pining, still dreaming, and still hoping that she will come back. At this point I'm not even sure I would want that. It's just that there was never anyone else who made me twist into knots like she did. Never anyone else who lit me on fire like she did...

Damn, dude.
We all need hugs up in here.

[IEatCats]

[dubkitty]

Hmmmm, I has an external. But I'm doing this on a 5 year old macbook so I'm not sure how much good I can do in general. Redid permissions or something like that and did a safe boot and things seem a little better.


Unrelated, I've just woke up every day for like three weeks feeling like total shit.

AND my car battery is dead, so I gotta get my parents to get a new one but the car prolly smells like weed/cigs at the moment.

sounds like you need a disk defragmenting utility. i use one called, inevitable, iDefrag.

[Jeff-7]

Kidney stones for the second time in two months. Fucking hate this so much.

[spacelordmother]

At the end of the day, she's still on my mind all the time. I keep thinking of who she was, how we fit together, memories, wondering what/how she's doing now. Thinking of her face and her dresses makes my stomach sink. Four months later and I still got it bad.

Le sigh.

I know that feel, bro. Just change "4 months" to "5 years." It's not like I'm still pining, still dreaming, and still hoping that she will come back. At this point I'm not even sure I would want that. It's just that there was never anyone else who made me twist into knots like she did. Never anyone else who lit me on fire like she did...

Damn, dude.
We all need hugs up in here.

Upstate NY breeds some mightily sad lads.

[Achtane]

Oh lawd I'm overdrawn. Huh.
If anyone wants a Disaster Transport Jr. it'll be up in b/s/t soon

[MaxMaps]

shitty work week ended by a shouting match with the boss

fun

[greyscales]

How fitting that my watch decides to break on my last week of work.

[DarkAxel]

ugly fight with my mom

i'm disgusted by my own fucking family

too complicated to explain, but trust me... you'd be too



OH HAVE I MENTIONED I FOUND OUT THAT I PROBABLY DON'T HAVE ANY CHANCE TO GET JOB AT THE MUSIC PRODUCTION STUDIO BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T CARE TO CONTACT ME EVEN THOUGH THEIR FRIEND RECOMMENDED ME AND THEY DECIDED TO FILL THE POSITION WITH SOME RANDOM GUY?

[futuresailors]

It's the communism.

[DarkAxel]

dude... funny thing is that with a part of my family, that's exactly the reason why they're so terrible

[snipelfritz]

Having one of those paranoid anxiety days where I just want to hide in my room. While moving in with my parents really helped me two years ago, now its just making my anxieties and resulting complacency worse.

[futuresailors]

dude... funny thing is that with a part of my family, that's exactly the reason why they're so terrible

Czech gf, remember.

[DarkAxel]

dude... funny thing is that with a part of my family, that's exactly the reason why they're so terrible

Czech gf, remember.

i do remember, yeah... i guess you know what you're talking about

[snipelfritz]

Hmmmm, I has an external. But I'm doing this on a 5 year old macbook so I'm not sure how much good I can do in general. Redid permissions or something like that and did a safe boot and things seem a little better.


Unrelated, I've just woke up every day for like three weeks feeling like total shit.

AND my car battery is dead, so I gotta get my parents to get a new one but the car prolly smells like weed/cigs at the moment.

sounds like you need a disk defragmenting utility. i use one called, inevitable, iDefrag.

Ah, I forgot that I've used that in the past. Thanks for reminding me, dubkitteh. Tis defragging now. Looks like its gonna be a couple hours now. Dammit that means I have to go fine something else to do, like *gasp* go outside!